What do I do?

[Carlyle]

Ugh, my mind is a mess. Ever since about 4 days ago, I've been so on edge and stressed. The thing is, I have no clue why.. I just started thinking, and so many thoughts flooded in :(

I feel like something is wrong with me. I was on the phone just a short while ago, and I started shaking and breathing way heavier.. The person I was chatting with was concerned, and I had no clue why. I just started bawling on the phone for absolutely no reason - I'm incredibly thankful I was talking to the person I was. Honestly, I'd lose it had anyone else heard me while in such a vulnerable state..

I don't know what to do. I just open my mind, and so many things flood in and it makes me want to pull my eyes out. I can't talk to anyone. Most of my friends have been abusing my trust, so I can't talk to them.. My mother thinks its just a phase and that I need to "get over it and enjoy life while I can".. There is legitimately only 1 person I feel okay with talking to about it, and I don't want to bug him all the time. He deals with me so much as it is, and I don't want him to worry about me.. What do I do? :(

[Its Pretty]

It sounds like you're a bit paranoid, man.

[Carlyle]

It sounds like you're a bit paranoid, man.

Ahh, yes. I'm in a shit mood and my head is a mess, reassuring me of that will definitely help. Whether you're serious or not, that isn't really helping in this case.

[aprilshowers]

I know that this is just a generic answer, but if it's messing with your life, go see a doctor. If your parents won't listen, try a counselor. The reason schools have them is to help with times like this. If you really don't want to talk about it, find things to take your mind off life. Watch television, read books, do some yoga or martial arts or whatever floats your boat. Good luck!