What should I do?

[Trickster]

Okay. first of all this is kinda difficult to talk about at times and still is so sorry if i word vomit.
I was rapped when i was younger, or molested. around 14.
I think i surpressed it so much but then something happened.
I had a boyfriend and I love/loved him (im not sure) and we broke up because he got clingy.
Then later we decided to try again, so we were seeing eachother. One newyears he got really drunk...and...yeah i think you know where this is going.
He says he doesnt remember what happened.
This was 6 months ago but like everything is coming up recently and i dont know why.
I always feel like crying for no reason, sapped of energy, and I feel just...numb.
I love him but that image does not want to leave my mind and I know i shouldn't give him so much leeway but i do. and I don't know...i just dont.
What should I do?

[The-Chosen-Hero]

I am very sorry to hear you were raped when you were 14. That is unacceptable and I hope that punk gets what he/she deserve, Anyways you need to draw a line of what is acceptable and what's not. Doing something he did when he was drunk is no excuse for it either. If he is a good partner he will accept your terms. But if he doesn't then you are better off without him.

[LunarScorpio]

If your still with him, maybe try to speak to him. Or tell someone else.

I hope you can do this, it seems to be really getting at you

[curlene]

being drunk is not an excuse and u should not allow emotion of love to rule your better judgement. love does not hurt. i'm sorry about what happened to you when you were 14