Can't feel a thing...

[EternalSadness]

I cut and yet I can't feel anything really from it. I'm too numb. I just do it because I deserve it and seeing blood kind of makes me feel more alive... But I feel so pathetic that I can't feel anything, it makes me feel like nothing can help or save me anymore...

[Conqueror of Hearts]

You didn't deserve it. Why would you think like that?
I am too numb to feel aswell but I do get some kind of satisfaction through cutting....in those moments I don't think about anything. It's just so relaxing not to think. So you're not pathetic...you're just numb, like I am and you're not alone. We can all get through this mess, never give up.

[EternalSadness]

I'm a horrible person and nobody treats me like I don't deserve stuff like that. Numbness is what kills people, it consumes every last bit of humanity you have and makes you feel emptier than you can imagine. Numbness is what makes me want to die - its constant presence is a reminder that I'll never be better.