Guess What!

[bbychop]

IT HAS BEEN 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! since i cut.

:D

[-Silence]

Way to Go! :D

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

is that like ur record?

[bbychop]

no lol.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

hehehe i hope not ;)

[*-tick tock-*]

IT HAS BEEN 2 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! since i cut.

:D


excellent!
try 3..then 4.. then 5...then a week.. then 2 weeks.. then a year.. then later than a year.. and it keeps going :P

[BeautyFromPain]

great job!

[bbychop]

almost 4 days!

[6XxRazorBla6deKissesxX6]

*HUGS* wish i could stay the same but i dont wanna cetch up...ever cuz if i do then we have a bit of a problem...GOOOOO ASH! and just cuz im proud of ya MWAH!

[bbychop]

kashia you need to stop doing that if you are still.
it doesn't do anything but get people scared for you and i don't want you to mess up and i have to talk to a tombstone for the rest of my life (omg i sound like jay).

[LoSt_n_the_WoRlD]

way to go! its way better being cut free! its like a weight lifted of your shoulders

[kevin]

Cool, that's a great accomplishment, now keep to your new goal and don't cut.

[bbychop]

it's been almost a week :banana:

[strongbad4500]

well good for you

[bbychop]

i give up i'm doin' it.

[-Silence]

Ashes...I'm probably too late but you don't have to do it. Just keep fighting.

:hug:
Hang in there.

[bbychop]

i couldn't do it. i was shaking and all that stuff while i was trying then i realize that i came this far and decided not to.
:hug:

[bbychop]

!!!OnE wEeK!!!
:hug:

[kevin]

!!!OnE wEeK!!!
:hug:

Congratulations! That's a great acheivement. Keep it going.

[bbychop]

I have a feeling like I may do it once more. I feel like I mean nothing to the person that means most to me. :( Why does life have to be this cruel? :(

[Waiting]

I have a feeling like I may do it once more. I feel like I mean nothing to the person that means most to me. :( Why does life have to be this cruel? :(

i do know what you mean,
its hard
very hard
these last few days have been the hardest since i stopped...
it is a mission
it is alot of hard work

[Ravenous]

Good luck :D keep it up!

[bbychop]

I have a feeling like I may do it once more. I feel like I mean nothing to the person that means most to me. :( Why does life have to be this cruel? :(

i do know what you mean,
its hard
very hard
these last few days have been the hardest since i stopped...
it is a mission
it is alot of hard work

i cannot keep trying to give into these urges. i was in my room last night after i wrote that, i saw myself in my mirror and realized "there's more to life than this" and i stopped.

[6XxRazorBla6deKissesxX6]

kashia you need to stop doing that if you are still.
it doesn't do anything but get people scared for you and i don't want you to mess up and i have to talk to a tombstone for the rest of my life (omg i sound like jay).

yeah i know...im trying 4 days today...wait...yeah...4 days cuz i did it monday 4 times and then i havnt done it since wait no...ugh hold on. yes. 4 days. Ive had a few urges but by the time I got home from band camp I was better and yeah. Ive figured out that this year is going to be pure hell. I guess I might wanna get used to being trombone reject 3...the other thrombones talk shit about me fun fun. ugh

[bbychop]

kashia you need to stop doing that if you are still.
it doesn't do anything but get people scared for you and i don't want you to mess up and i have to talk to a tombstone for the rest of my life (omg i sound like jay).

yeah i know...im trying 4 days today...wait...yeah...4 days cuz i did it monday 4 times and then i havnt done it since wait no...ugh hold on. yes. 4 days. Ive had a few urges but by the time I got home from band camp I was better and yeah. Ive figured out that this year is going to be pure hell. I guess I might wanna get used to being trombone reject 3...the other thrombones talk shit about me fun fun. ugh

Aww hun, don't feel bad. I am stuck in a school where it appears so far, everyone hates me. :roll: Guess we both have to get used to those things, eh?

[6XxRazorBla6deKissesxX6]

yeah i guess...we can do it together. 6 days today...at elast i dont have camp tomarrow. YIPPEE!

[bbychop]

Yay! LoL! And yes we can do this together! :)

[*-tick tock-*]

yes!!! im sooo proud that you are holding yourself back from this mess.. i am very proud of you. keep it up and before you know it it'll be a month.. a year... .......
its hard. i know this for a fact...its EXTREMELY hard. but u got to fight this. u cant let the knife or whatever it is win. ur in control. U can do this. :P

everyone can.. i know it..it just takes time and patience

do something fun. go rent a funny movie or something take ur mind off things
:) wish u luck girl

[6XxRazorBla6deKissesxX6]

9 DAYS! 10 tomarrow...on me first day of high school...how ya doing ash? *HUGS* im happy YAY!

[bbychop]

9 DAYS! 10 tomarrow...on me first day of high school...how ya doing ash? *HUGS* im happy YAY!

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP
2 weeks yesterday!
I'm doing ok, dear.
HAVE FUN ON YOUR FIRST DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL!

[6XxRazorBla6deKissesxX6]

congrats...im sure ill have LOADS of fun tomarrow...

[bbychop]

:D good. and if you see evan (remember him?) tell him i say hi!

[6XxRazorBla6deKissesxX6]

lol yeah I remember him...i'll do it if I see him lol

[bbychop]

score!

[6XxRazorBla6deKissesxX6]

never saw him today...but...i gotta start all over again...i didnt make it...well 9 days was pretty good...for me any ways

[bbychop]

:hug:

[bbychop]

ALMOST A MONTH!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!

[6XxRazorBla6deKissesxX6]

CONGRATS ASH! im really proud of you. really REALLY proud of you. *HUGS*

[DouggyO.o]

yay!! keep up the good work!!!

[bbychop]

Thanks everyone. OMG I can't believe it's already been almost a month!

[Waiting]

congrats

[bbychop]

thanks