Quigy
July 15th, 2013, 01:50 AM
Hello, all reading this post! I am writing this, in order to get some advice. Let me just start out by giving some background information on myself. I am a 15 year old male, whom was gifted the natural ability of common sense, which is ironically uncommon. I play soccer, and am quite good at certain positions. I am very shy, but also very clever and considered funny by my supposed numerous friends. In school, I am considered popular, and am revered for my sense of humor. That is me in a nutt shell, and how I appear at first glance. Though, if anyone were to pay attention to me, they would realize I am quite depressed. A few things that have sparked my depression were my parents divorce, and the following events. After a marriage of constant fighting, my parents divorced. My mom married a successful lawyer, while my father married a whore, whom beats my dogs and locks my mom out of my fathers life. Two of my favorite family members have also passed away recently. My friends rarely invite me over anymore, and to top it off, I'm bisexual. The reasons to commit suicide just stack up, and I have only told you the basics. These reasons, though, were not enough to get me to commit to suicide. I had just decided to continue life, until I returned to my father's house after 2 weeks. I saw my 16 year old dog, whom I've grown up with like a sister, walking around lose a zombie, and intensely skinny. It turns out my dog refuses to eat anything, and starvation is imminent. I hadn't cried in years, as pain was just normal. Though, when I tried feeding my dog for 2 hours, I wept like never before. This being so, I have decided suicide is perfect for me. I am atheist, so please spare the religious remarks. I have not come for help or remorse, I simply want to know some painless suicide methods. Please do not try to convince me in the opposite direction, as I am very confident in my decision. I am very sorry for this long and boring topic.