DarkMuffin Inc
July 9th, 2013, 06:40 PM
Hey everyone, let me start out by saying that I am writing this on a phone so I apologize in advance for any spelling errors. Also, this is long. Oh, and, one last thing. Sorry if I posted this in the wrong place. Mods, please move it if I did. Thanks.
So, I am new here at Virtual Teen, and looking around, I haven't seen many threads about this. This isn't fake, and I want some help from you guys. My name is Andrew. I do an online virtual school where I do not get to communicate with the other students. I also do not have any friends in real life, and I have been feeling really lonely since I started virtual school. Especially when you start to become isolated from others before puberty, then during and well into it you still are. Kids my age should have a lot of friends. But I digress.
I get to talk to people through my video game and the service it uses, which, I will not disclose information on due to the possibility of violating a rule on VT. I have been playing on a specific community since December of 2012 and I have gotten to know many good people. Recently, however, I became really interested in one of the other players. I didn't know why then, but I think it's because of his personality.
Well, when I messaged him, (I had never spoken to him all the much, just admired him.) and started a conversation, I told him how I felt. I told him I really liked him and have for a while (hence the bisexual in the title.) and that I had a huge crush on him. Honestly, I still do. The problem is; I don't know anything about this person in real life. He lives in Nevada, I live in Florida. We know a lot about each other in terms of personal details(I was the first person he told about him being bi and vise versa), and there was a personal thing that happened in his life where he was confused about his gender. I was confused about mine once as well, and it just fueled the fact that I have so much in common with him. Here is the thing though, because I don't know him in real life, I can't really get too attached to him. I don't want to send myself in a depression where I realise I won't ever meet him. I went through that a month or two ago with someone else. I think I'm in love with the thought of knowing him, or someone with his personality, and I just daydream of snuggling and hugging him and kissing him all day. I don't even know what he looks like but I still like him immensely.
VT, what do I do? I really like him and I just don't even know what to think. To be honest, I'm not even sure about what I was asking here, I guess I just want to hear from other kids my age. Oh, and sorry for writing a long text hear, I don't know if boring people out of their minds with long writings is against a rule.
So, I am new here at Virtual Teen, and looking around, I haven't seen many threads about this. This isn't fake, and I want some help from you guys. My name is Andrew. I do an online virtual school where I do not get to communicate with the other students. I also do not have any friends in real life, and I have been feeling really lonely since I started virtual school. Especially when you start to become isolated from others before puberty, then during and well into it you still are. Kids my age should have a lot of friends. But I digress.
I get to talk to people through my video game and the service it uses, which, I will not disclose information on due to the possibility of violating a rule on VT. I have been playing on a specific community since December of 2012 and I have gotten to know many good people. Recently, however, I became really interested in one of the other players. I didn't know why then, but I think it's because of his personality.
Well, when I messaged him, (I had never spoken to him all the much, just admired him.) and started a conversation, I told him how I felt. I told him I really liked him and have for a while (hence the bisexual in the title.) and that I had a huge crush on him. Honestly, I still do. The problem is; I don't know anything about this person in real life. He lives in Nevada, I live in Florida. We know a lot about each other in terms of personal details(I was the first person he told about him being bi and vise versa), and there was a personal thing that happened in his life where he was confused about his gender. I was confused about mine once as well, and it just fueled the fact that I have so much in common with him. Here is the thing though, because I don't know him in real life, I can't really get too attached to him. I don't want to send myself in a depression where I realise I won't ever meet him. I went through that a month or two ago with someone else. I think I'm in love with the thought of knowing him, or someone with his personality, and I just daydream of snuggling and hugging him and kissing him all day. I don't even know what he looks like but I still like him immensely.
VT, what do I do? I really like him and I just don't even know what to think. To be honest, I'm not even sure about what I was asking here, I guess I just want to hear from other kids my age. Oh, and sorry for writing a long text hear, I don't know if boring people out of their minds with long writings is against a rule.