i just dont care anymore

[ItsNotOver777]

Well, many of you might remember me making a post about a girl I love and getting over her.

Well I did, and now I like her best friend, whom I'm pretty good friends with..

And..

I thought I truly had a chance, truly. I thought she liked me, few days ago her cousins life was at stake, she called me, we talk late at night, all this stuff, I really was happy a little for once.

I had gotten over the person I loved and found someone else..

Today I told her best friend, who is also my best friend, who is also the girl I use to love that I liked this person...

Turns out she loves someone else.

I feel like crap right now.
I nearly cried. First time I had a tear roll down my face for a very long time..
I broke about 4 things near me and my knuckles are bruised
I feel like I'm not worth anything
And its times like this where I wonder why I'm still religious.

I told my friend(Who I told about the person I liked) it was fine and no big deal..


Please help..I have no one to talk to in RL really about how I feel and I'm even having a hard time typing this, because I know people have it worse here than me and I feel like I'm a worthless whining bitch right now, I'm sorry but i didn't know what else to do so I came here.

[goin to work]

dued i had the same thing happen to me but u have to get over her calm down and think there is more fich in the sea but if u must have her compeat for her

[ItsNotOver777]

dued i had the same thing happen to me but u have to get over her calm down and think there is more fich in the sea but if u must have her compeat for her
Its not that I feel like I must have her, its just I feel like I try and do my best everytime and its just never enough.

[goin to work]

well than you are probly two good for her

[ItsNotOver777]

well than you are probly two good for her

Eh..

Like how I said..she called me when her cousin was being tested for Meningitis, crying.

I was there for her.

Like I said, I guess being there for the person you love and trying to be a good person to them just isn't good enough.

[goin to work]

i hear ya bro stay strong if u need me bro im hear

peace

[ItsNotOver777]

i hear ya bro stay strong if u need me bro im hear

peace

thanks dude.