so lonely, I just wanna die

[Axw_JD]

I see no point on being alive.... my best (and only) friend couldn't care less about me, nobody really gives a shit either, my family will hate me the day they find out I'm gay and never talk to me again, and there's more but I don't wanna waste more time with problems that nobody cares about...

[ImCoolBeans]

There are people who care... We're all going to be here for you no matter what. No matter how hard the going gets, don't forget that. If your best friend doesn't care, then maybe he wasn't actually a best friend to begin with. Find new friends -- have you joined any clubs at school (when school is in session)? Do you go to any camps or do any summer programs? If so, these are great places to meet friends because people who share your common interests will likely be around. If not, then don't be afraid to venture off and start conversation with people -- you never know until you try. Friends will come and go throughout your life -- this is a period of transition where you will learn a lot about yourself and from that you will become more confident. For a long time I was terrified as to might happen if my family, friends and school found out I am gay. My family now knows, almost all of my friends know, almost all of my school knows, my coworkers know, my boss knows, and they've all been accepting of it. People are a lot more accepting than you may think, and the ones who are usually outspokenly un-accepting will cripple when presented with the actual situation.