Trae329
July 2nd, 2013, 12:39 AM
Hello everyone,
I probably will start just blabbing and blabbing like crazy, so make sure you're ready to read.
I've had some fights recently with other best friends, and I honestly was fed up with one of them. We are no longer friends anymore, so I was kind of alone recently until Memorial Day weekend of this year, in which my friend (but not best) asked me if I wanted to go to a party with him and another friend that also happened to be one of my friends as well. Sweet! We had a great time, there was a pool and stuff... Oh my gosh I'm getting off-track.
So he asked his parents if we could sleep over at his place for the night. His name is Jason, and he is 14 as well as I am. So we did, and later that night, I forget who said it, but Jason got off of his bed in his room (keep in mind his parents were already asleep) and showed us his "bush". Honestly I thought it was just a little bit of straight hair, nothing really impressive. Adam then got up and he basically had the same bush. Well, it was my turn, so I got up and showed them mine. Now don't get me wrong, but AFAIK, when pubes are more developed, they get thick, black, and curly. Mine are; my pubic hair was at a point like theirs but it just started to happen. They thought I had a small bush and in the back of my mind I was like "Uh... Switch that around." But I didn't say anything. And then I noticed... Jason started to stare at me. Like, into my eyes kind of stare. But most of all, it turned me on. Something that had never happened before between the both of us.
Later on, it was almost 1 AM when Adam brought up the idea of watching porn. Jason said he never watched it before, which surprised the both of us. But hey, he is a little shy so it wasn't THAT unexpected. So we showed him porn on my iPhone through a VPN (hehe :3) and he was really excited about it.
We were halfway through the "film" when he started to lean on my shoulder. When Adam tried to lean on Jason's, he'd push him away. When I did however, he was completely fine with it. He said in a very calm (almost aroused) voice, "You're shoulder is really comfortable." Now don't get me wrong but it was almost really emotional and usually normal straight guys don't do that..
But whatever, I brushed it off. We went to bed but oddly he said "Good night and sweet dreams." Something he had never said before when we had a sleepover in the past. I thought to myself, "Hey, it could be true that he does like me but once again we were all delirious, so I'll let it go."
The next day we played wiffle ball with the neighbors around, and during that period he was staring at me even when I looked away, surely realizing to myself that I started doing the same. On the way back to his house, he kept brushing shoulders with me and "getting in my personal space."
Damn did that turn me on. Next thing I knew I became best friends with him. I always talk to him when I can and he does too, but when I text him sometimes I'll try to flirt and he says "Dude that's a little gay." Tonight however I texted something to cool things down: "Hey dude, when I send gay stuff like that you should just know that I am joking.."
What did he say? It surprised the hell out of me.
"Dude, that doesn't bother me. I was just kidding when I said it was gay."
Along with a heart smiley kind of like this :wub: with a kiss emoticon beside it and a wink.
I really don't think this is normal for a straight guy, he might not be gay but he definitely seems curious. One time I asked him if he "needed anything" and he thought it was gay, I just said "I wasn't going to show you my dick geez" and he laughed and immediately switched to another subject.
Also, we text constantly now and we always say good night to each other every night.
Please help - I really think I like him a lot, unless it's my hormones acting up..
I mean, I do feel attraction to girls but I feel that I can really trust him with my life.. And it seems the same with him.
Any ideas? What should I do? I might have him over this week so any help would be gladly appreciated.
-Trae
I probably will start just blabbing and blabbing like crazy, so make sure you're ready to read.
I've had some fights recently with other best friends, and I honestly was fed up with one of them. We are no longer friends anymore, so I was kind of alone recently until Memorial Day weekend of this year, in which my friend (but not best) asked me if I wanted to go to a party with him and another friend that also happened to be one of my friends as well. Sweet! We had a great time, there was a pool and stuff... Oh my gosh I'm getting off-track.
So he asked his parents if we could sleep over at his place for the night. His name is Jason, and he is 14 as well as I am. So we did, and later that night, I forget who said it, but Jason got off of his bed in his room (keep in mind his parents were already asleep) and showed us his "bush". Honestly I thought it was just a little bit of straight hair, nothing really impressive. Adam then got up and he basically had the same bush. Well, it was my turn, so I got up and showed them mine. Now don't get me wrong, but AFAIK, when pubes are more developed, they get thick, black, and curly. Mine are; my pubic hair was at a point like theirs but it just started to happen. They thought I had a small bush and in the back of my mind I was like "Uh... Switch that around." But I didn't say anything. And then I noticed... Jason started to stare at me. Like, into my eyes kind of stare. But most of all, it turned me on. Something that had never happened before between the both of us.
Later on, it was almost 1 AM when Adam brought up the idea of watching porn. Jason said he never watched it before, which surprised the both of us. But hey, he is a little shy so it wasn't THAT unexpected. So we showed him porn on my iPhone through a VPN (hehe :3) and he was really excited about it.
We were halfway through the "film" when he started to lean on my shoulder. When Adam tried to lean on Jason's, he'd push him away. When I did however, he was completely fine with it. He said in a very calm (almost aroused) voice, "You're shoulder is really comfortable." Now don't get me wrong but it was almost really emotional and usually normal straight guys don't do that..
But whatever, I brushed it off. We went to bed but oddly he said "Good night and sweet dreams." Something he had never said before when we had a sleepover in the past. I thought to myself, "Hey, it could be true that he does like me but once again we were all delirious, so I'll let it go."
The next day we played wiffle ball with the neighbors around, and during that period he was staring at me even when I looked away, surely realizing to myself that I started doing the same. On the way back to his house, he kept brushing shoulders with me and "getting in my personal space."
Damn did that turn me on. Next thing I knew I became best friends with him. I always talk to him when I can and he does too, but when I text him sometimes I'll try to flirt and he says "Dude that's a little gay." Tonight however I texted something to cool things down: "Hey dude, when I send gay stuff like that you should just know that I am joking.."
What did he say? It surprised the hell out of me.
"Dude, that doesn't bother me. I was just kidding when I said it was gay."
Along with a heart smiley kind of like this :wub: with a kiss emoticon beside it and a wink.
I really don't think this is normal for a straight guy, he might not be gay but he definitely seems curious. One time I asked him if he "needed anything" and he thought it was gay, I just said "I wasn't going to show you my dick geez" and he laughed and immediately switched to another subject.
Also, we text constantly now and we always say good night to each other every night.
Please help - I really think I like him a lot, unless it's my hormones acting up..
I mean, I do feel attraction to girls but I feel that I can really trust him with my life.. And it seems the same with him.
Any ideas? What should I do? I might have him over this week so any help would be gladly appreciated.
-Trae