Letting it all go

[Behind theshadows]

Hi,
I have been cutting since My tenth grade (3years back). I feel in control when I do that. I have tried stopping and for a while I did. But now, I am again back there, in the corner cutting and releasing all the build up pressure. If you ask me, why I cut? I won't have an answer because there is none. When life doesn't go my way I take matters in my hand. I don't want to be saved or need any help. I just need someone to understand. Someone who won't judge me coz of the self harm I inflict.

The only thing that triggers all this is being "behind the shadows" coz I will never be good enough...

[Conqueror of Hearts]

Hi,
I have been cutting since My tenth grade (3years back). I feel in control when I do that. I have tried stopping and for a while I did. But now, I am again back there, in the corner cutting and releasing all the build up pressure. If you ask me, why I cut? I won't have an answer because there is none. When life doesn't go my way I take matters in my hand. I don't want to be saved or need any help. I just need someone to understand. Someone who won't judge me coz of the self harm I inflict.

The only thing that triggers all this is being "behind the shadows" coz I will never be good enough...

Nobody will jugde you here, a lot of us here deal with self harm and we know how it is when you cut. If you ask me why I cut I would say because it became a habit. Yeah, I cut sometimes to cope or deal with some feelings or sometimes just to feel anything, but over the time it became an adiction.
Many times during growing up we feel that we are not good enough, but actually we are all good in something. Not even good but brilliant, we just have to discover what's that.
There is a quote that I love and it is "When the world says you're not good enough take a second opinion." No matter what others treat you or what they say you are good enough, we are all good enough.

[nicole1712]

Hi darling, ive been cutting for quite a while now and everyone who has learned about my bad addiction always ask why; and i can never have an answer because my life was a domino effect leading up to the cause of my cutting. Everyone accuses me of doing it for attention which is of course far from right, and i can understand why you dont want people to judge your cutting because it really hits home. Please message me, id love to talk. :)