I've always had evil and twisted thoughts of situation

[James Bond]

I hate admitting this so much, but ever since I was little I would have evil thoughts of "what if..." or "what would happen..." type situations involving harming loved ones.

I would never act on these. But these thoughts sometimes get into my mind, like "How much money would it take for me to harm/kill my mom or dad?"

These are uncontrollable thoughts, and I sometimes can't get rid of them. I don't think about them all day or all week, in fact, these thoughts rarely come up. Only once in a while do they come up, they were more frequent when I was younger but they've become a lot less frequent as I've gotten older.

I just wanted to know if this was normal and what your thoughts were? I'm utterly repulsed by these types of thoughts, they disturb me so much.

[SammieRose]

I'm no psychologist but as long as it is not an obsession and you feel disgusted by the thoughts, It might still be part of getting to distinguish between good and evil in your head.

I mean, I have plotted many ways to slaughter my sister and how to disposed of her body, but never took that seriously, it was more like a exploration of my imagination and intelligence. I always get freaked out on how good a killer my mind is, but stop there, on thoughts and never obsess on them.

By the way, being able to imagine all that is a good sign you have a good imagination and might lead you to become a writer if only as a hobby, acting on the thoughts, that will be a sign of a disturbed mind that cannot distinguish between fantasy and reality. IMHO.

[James Bond]

I'm no psychologist but as long as it is not an obsession and you feel disgusted by the thoughts, It might still be part of getting to distinguish between good and evil in your head.

I mean, I have plotted many ways to slaughter my sister and how to disposed of her body, but never took that seriously, it was more like a exploration of my imagination and intelligence. I always get freaked out on how good a killer my mind is, but stop there, on thoughts and never obsess on them.

By the way, being able to imagine all that is a good sign you have a good imagination and might lead you to become a writer if only as a hobby, acting on the thoughts, that will be a sign of a disturbed mind that cannot distinguish between fantasy and reality. IMHO.

Thanks, that helps. Now that I think about it, think of all those horror movies where it has people doing unimaginable stuff haha just think about the people who thought up that stuff :eek:

[Sharona]

I think most people have those thoughts, especially with bullys and teachers at school etc.

or you may have to change your nickname to Blofeld

[Cece14]

I always get the same thoughts, I feel like killing all my family andd running away, but there just thoughts of hate, like if my mom or dad, or brothers or sisters yelled or got mad at me i would have thoses thoughts...........

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Can't say I've never done that myself, but it's only been when I was angry or upset. I would never consider doing any of that.