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[Mannequin]

i'm very sad.

[Sapphire]

What's wrong Austin?

[Waiting]

i'm very sad.

thats never good.

[MAXD88]

Don't be sad ):
Be GLAD :D

*Does little dance*

[thesphinx]

Do you want to talk about it?

[Mannequin]

I've been seriously depressed for the last few days and can't seem to shake it off. i dont have a true friend in real life and no one cares about me. im always the friend who gets left out or the friend that no one really wants to call or hang out with. im really lonely and to make matters worse, i think my parents know im gay and are always giving me mean clues and no longer give me any privacy on the internet and on the phone and theres more but i dont have the time..ill write later!

EDit:
let me explain first. my sister is gayand im looked at as the last hope child, but im gay. can you imagine? especially since my parents are so insensitive towards gays and ugh. and it doesnt help that all gays are stupid horny aids infected 4uigrhikjd i feel horrible about myself and want to die.

[ScotsGirl]

Im sorry that youre sad Austin
:hug:
Do you want to come with me to australia? we can go surfing :D Ill teach you if you dont know how (...as soon as i know how to bahahaha! :D) ...or you can teach me?
We can hang out at the beach at weekends (im thinking the golden coast is where its at!). You know, sydney supposedly has great gay bars ;) haha!
Sound hot? Well you can join me if you want! :D

But seriously, im sorry about your parents :(
I dont really know what I can tell you because I dont know what your parents are like. My mum? Well she is more stubborn than that muel....hands (or hooves) down, way way more stubborn.
My first suggestion would be to try sitting down and talking to them. No shouting, just calmly explaining your feelings, what it feels like (i mean honestly...which will probably bring tears). Very very difficult...but usually quite effective. However, it didnt change my mum...like i said, stubborn ass...i mean, stubborn muel :P .
My mum is set in her ways and she believes what she thinks is right. So currently, im going for the accepting its something i cant change it.
If its beyond your control, then maybe its something you have to begin to start accepting? The harsh reality of life. :( Again, not easy ...at all, and will take a long time.
Afterall, our parents attention and praise is something we are brought up to want, to crave, to need! Changing a life time of learning is a challenge....but its not impossible.

Sorry I couldnt be much more help :(
I hope you feel a bit better soon Austin!!
hug? :hug:

xxxx
P.S. see you in my dreams tonight...dont forget your surfboard!