ForeverTwelve
June 28th, 2013, 10:24 PM
Hey everyone.
I need a place to vent and find peers who understand me. I'm 13, and was born a guy, but always felt like I was a girl. But I'm also attracted to girls. I don't know my real dad, and I don't get along with my mom and stepdad. They don't support my sexuality and attraction. I never wanted to be a teenager. Why can't I stay young forever?
I have no one in my life I really relate to. There's a few friends but they don't understand my sexuality. Heck I don't even understand it. I like this girl who's a cousin of a family friend. She lives in another city, and I don't have a way to contact her. I only see her on occasion. I feel she really understands me, or at least accepts me. I feel so lonely when I can't see her. I cry myself to sleep every night.
Why is life so hard?
I need a place to vent and find peers who understand me. I'm 13, and was born a guy, but always felt like I was a girl. But I'm also attracted to girls. I don't know my real dad, and I don't get along with my mom and stepdad. They don't support my sexuality and attraction. I never wanted to be a teenager. Why can't I stay young forever?
I have no one in my life I really relate to. There's a few friends but they don't understand my sexuality. Heck I don't even understand it. I like this girl who's a cousin of a family friend. She lives in another city, and I don't have a way to contact her. I only see her on occasion. I feel she really understands me, or at least accepts me. I feel so lonely when I can't see her. I cry myself to sleep every night.
Why is life so hard?