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Hats
June 27th, 2013, 08:38 PM
I started listening to Tyler the Creator a while ago. He is known for using multiple personalities, such as Wolf and Sam.

I entertained the thought, and began to create a world of my own. First, it was fun, a good way to stop me from reaching boredom. However, they have gotten too much power over me, and what was a hobby is now tormenting me.

Rolf is very, violent. He wants to stab people. I often have dreams of him approaching me, only to shank me, and I wake up at the time of slamming on the ground. He is identical to me, only with blue hair. He often says things to me, calling me various names throughout the day "Faggot, coon."

I've attempted to queel the egos, for they were created out of free will, but cannot be contained. Telling my parents is not a option. What do I do? (Rolf is one of the alters, there being many more, but he stands out. Noah is quite suicidal, but that's a different story) How do I get rid of them?

justinglives
June 27th, 2013, 09:12 PM
I started listening to Tyler the Creator a while ago. He is known for using multiple personalities, such as Wolf and Sam.

I entertained the thought, and began to create a world of my own. First, it was fun, a good way to stop me from reaching boredom. However, they have gotten too much power over me, and what was a hobby is now tormenting me.

Rolf is very, violent. He wants to stab people. I often have dreams of him approaching me, only to shank me, and I wake up at the time of slamming on the ground. He is identical to me, only with blue hair. He often says things to me, calling me various names throughout the day "Faggot, coon."

I've attempted to queel the egos, for they were created out of free will, but cannot be contained. Telling my parents is not a option. What do I do? (Rolf is one of the alters, there being many more, but he stands out. Noah is quite suicidal, but that's a different story) How do I get rid of them?

Dude! You NEED to talk tl someone who can help make them go away!!

Silicate Wielder
June 27th, 2013, 09:45 PM
This sounds alot like those alter Egos have developed into tulpae, try getting help here;

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Ask in the chatrooms there. you'll get the quickest responses there.

to be honest it isn't something to play with, an alter ego can easily develop into a tulpa and you need to create them with care.