why now

[Danny.Robertson]

so. i recently posted about someone I like. that friendship has gone as he won't even talk to me. my other closest friend is pissed at me and won't even look at me. i just had all my exams. i pretty much fucked them all up. everyone and everything is just going to shit around me and i really don't know what to do. my parents know about my depression and all they say is 'get over it' or 'its just hormones' i can't be dealing with life and other people for much longer. i have been having thoughts. i have been harming but that doesn't make me feel anything. i feel like if everything keeps on going like this i won't be able to stay above the black and i will have drowned by september. i don't know what to do. none of my friends or my family understand or try to help. i feel like i'm dying inside.

[MoonMan]

Tell a counselor, a teacher or another responsible adult in your life. If your friends and family won't help, there are still other ways of finding help for yourself. Your parents don't seem to understand what depression is, so you need to find someone that does. You have to truly want to get better, though, because it's not going to be easy.

[JoaoBraz]

I felt that way for one year.
I felt like i was dying from inside too
Dont even bother to talk your parents... it's useless!! Eventually things with me got better!
Life's not easy...

[photojared]

That was how I felt all 9th grade just have a good cry about it and then fix things up with your friends and go on life may get better or worse just remember theirs more adventures to be had than just the afterlife hint the name after