Melodic
June 25th, 2013, 10:56 PM
Okay, I have a best friend for about a year, He lives here in my hometown and me and him hang out sometimes but we talk everyday. Well me and him dated before we came to be such close friends. And last summer when me and my boyfriend were fighting, he helped me, and I sorta fell for him. My stupid friend told him how I felt, and he admitted he liked me but wanted to stay friends so we don't ruin anything. Well, I still liked him, and by then everyone knew. And we talked about we are pretty much dating, but it's kind of hard because kids were bullying us for just saying hi at that point. Then it stopped and after winter break, he admitted he had feelings, and we said we would see where it went. Well, I fell for my ex boyfriend who I was fighting with, and weirdly enough he got a girlfriend the same day. Then me and my ex boyfriend somewhat stopped talking, and there was this big riot somewhat at our school and my best friend took me out of there. No one knew what going to happen, and it was a life or death experience. Well he kept me with him until we had a lockdown, then he asked if we wanted to go to his place, and I told him I was fine, and I walked away, and he said hug me, so I hugged him and we hugged eachother for like a few minutes. Then after that, my ex- boyfriend told my best friend he liked me, and he went for another girl. Well around the same time, his girlfriend broke up with him, and my crush just dropped off the earth pretty much. Well then a few days ago, he asked me to roleplay with him. So our characters pretty much fell for eachother and stuff. Then today out of the blue he told me loved me. Then him and his best friend came with me to the beach, and he lifted me up and threw me into the water, then him and his friends were suppose to see who got to me first, well his friend tapped me on the shoulder and my best friend held my hand when he got to me and didn't let go for a few minutes. Then he kept hugging me from behind, and splashing me in the water. And now I am starting to have feelings for him, but I don't want to go for it if he doesn't feel the same way. I'm not sure what's going on, some advice please?