can't cope

[ladybird120559]

I've never cut before so I've bled but I dig my nails into my arms and scratch myself. However I'm not sure if this is enough anymore. At night especially my hand shake and twitch wanting to give me relief from everything and I just cry. Before I just looked at the picture of my mum and it would prevent me from doing anything but now it seems to make things a d the urges worse.. I just don't know what to do :,(

[Conqueror of Hearts]

If you start cutting it would be hard to stop....you don't want to do that, trust me. You'll end up with scars and bigger urge to cut so don't do it. Talk about things that make you wanna cut, scream, cry, yell, but I wouldn't recomend cutting.... What's bothering you?
Stay strong hun. -xx

[ladybird120559]

I know :( and that's the problem I don't know! I lost my mum nearly 4 years ago to cancer but why would all that come back now, I just seemed to be overwhelmed with stress, anger, hate, and lonliness

[Conqueror of Hearts]

Oh i am so sorry...:(.instead od cutting when those emotions come try calling your best friend or anyone close to you.i can't imagine how hard it must be but she would never want you to cut, try to stay strong , you can do it for her.

[The-Chosen-Hero]

Losing a love one can be overwhelmingly sad. I am sorry for your loss :/. Try to get some help from a friend or reach out here in virtualteen. Try to get your mind off of it by doing something else. Try and be strong for yourself and your mom.