Fallen further then ever....

[Fanta_Lover44]

Hey guys, if you've read the previous posts you know my story..... You guys must be getting sick of this know. I know im the one always being positive about stuff, i've fallen once again, i just want out again, out of life itself, im feed up of who i am, im feed up of being that kid who is no good at anything he tries, ive got no talent,no future, the only friends i have are a couple of online as my friends ignore me. I'm sick of being in bottom set for everything, im not sporty either and i dont enjoy any sports never am i good at any of them, i score below average in many subjects. I can't even do basic things like catch a ball or throw it i just struggle too much with it. I just want out, my online friends are the only ones keeping me here. I don't like bottom set as everyone there has some problem. I'm fed up with alot of other things as well. I wanna go, im fed up of being a waste of space.

[HockeyLovesMe]

well i think it starts with liking something very small and building on that.. that way u can care about something off the net but still have good things on it to... i love ya huuuuuuuuugeeeee and dont like seeing ya down but cheer up buddy!!! the best part about tomorow is that its not today!! :)

[Fanta_Lover44]

well i think it starts with liking something very small and building on that.. that way u can care about something off the net but still have good things on it to... i love ya huuuuuuuuugeeeee and dont like seeing ya down but cheer up buddy!!! the best part about tomorow is that its not today!! :)

I just don't wanna do anything anymore, my friends in real life dont care about me and they blank me out hence why i have more friends i can trust online, i just want to sit and cry in the corner.

[HockeyLovesMe]

I just don't wanna do anything anymore, my friends in real life dont care about me and they blank me out hence why i have more friends i can trust online, i just want to sit and cry in the corner.

well crying is ok smetimes it gets ur feelings out and u can always cry on my sholder :) :wub:

[Farewell]

Hey guys, if you've read the previous posts you know my story..... You guys must be getting sick of this know. I know im the one always being positive about stuff, i've fallen once again, i just want out again, out of life itself, im feed up of who i am, im feed up of being that kid who is no good at anything he tries, ive got no talent,no future, the only friends i have are a couple of online as my friends ignore me. I'm sick of being in bottom set for everything, im not sporty either and i dont enjoy any sports never am i good at any of them, i score below average in many subjects. I can't even do basic things like catch a ball or throw it i just struggle too much with it. I just want out, my online friends are the only ones keeping me here. I don't like bottom set as everyone there has some problem. I'm fed up with alot of other things as well. I wanna go, im fed up of being a waste of space.

I can relate with you on some of the points you mentioned. I have a twin brother that is good at almost anything, and I wish I could be more adept at some of the things that he seems to do so effortlessly. I often prefer being alone, especially when it comes to schoolwork. I hate group work - especially projects. Sorry if that's kind of irrelevant, but you need to know that you ARE worth it, your life is worth living, even though it may not seem like it sometimes. I tell myself that I'm not good at much, but I am talented in some areas more than others, and I know that you are too! Everybody has at least one thing that they excel in, whether it be playing football, drawing, public speaking, computers, you name it. Just keep telling yourself that you are special and that there's nobody else in the world that's exactly like you. Continue to chat with your online friends, as they seem to make you happy and feel accepted. Keep your head up and be prepared for whatever life may throw at you. Life is a beautiful thing when you look past all of the negatives. Always remember, YOU ARE WORTH IT.

[Fanta_Lover44]

I can relate with you on some of the points you mentioned. I have a twin brother that is good at almost anything, and I wish I could be more adept at some of the things that he seems to do so effortlessly. I often prefer being alone, especially when it comes to schoolwork. I hate group work - especially projects. Sorry if that's kind of irrelevant, but you need to know that you ARE worth it, your life is worth living, even though it may not seem like it sometimes. I tell myself that I'm not good at much, but I am talented in some areas more than others, and I know that you are too! Everybody has at least one thing that they excel in, whether it be playing football, drawing, public speaking, computers, you name it. Just keep telling yourself that you are special and that there's nobody else in the world that's exactly like you. Continue to chat with your online friends, as they seem to make you happy and feel accepted. Keep your head up and be prepared for whatever life may throw at you. Life is a beautiful thing when you look past all of the negatives. Always remember, YOU ARE WORTH IT.

I don't have any talent and im not that special so im very replaceable. Apart from one online friend theres nothing for me... I don't even know where to begin to even try and fix it... I don't even think theres any hope left...

[Farewell]

I don't have any talent and im not that special so im very replaceable. Apart from one online friend theres nothing for me... I don't even know where to begin to even try and fix it... I don't even think theres any hope left...

You are special and there will always be hope. How is your overall mood most of the time? Sad? Semi-happy? A little bit of both? You should do things that make you happy, as it can take your mind off these sorts of thoughts. You just need to know that there are people that care about you even if it doesn't seem like it.

[Conqueror of Hearts]

I completely agree with Bryan...even though it doesn't seem like you have any talent you do have, you just didn't discover it, but don't you want to explore and find it out? Imagine how great it's going to feel when you find your talent... I felt lost until I found out what I'm good at,and it really just poped out one day in my mind even though it was in front of me all my life...so just keep pushing, keep fighting, keep living, because great stuff come when you least expect. If your current friends don't show any interest you can always make new ones, and you already have good online friends.
If you don't know where to start I can tell you that great beginning is when you tell yourself that you are worth enough, strong enough, that you're able to do everything you want. You need to change the way you look at life in order to really change it. Find good things and keep them close, there are always good things. Do stuff you like, and enjoy them.
Stay strong, you're a fighter -xx

[HockeyLovesMe]

well said people cldnt agree wth u more :)

[Fanta_Lover44]

I completely agree with Bryan...even though it doesn't seem like you have any talent you do have, you just didn't discover it, but don't you want to explore and find it out? Imagine how great it's going to feel when you find your talent... I felt lost until I found out what I'm good at,and it really just poped out one day in my mind even though it was in front of me all my life...so just keep pushing, keep fighting, keep living, because great stuff come when you least expect. If your current friends don't show any interest you can always make new ones, and you already have good online friends.
If you don't know where to start I can tell you that great beginning is when you tell yourself that you are worth enough, strong enough, that you're able to do everything you want. You need to change the way you look at life in order to really change it. Find good things and keep them close, there are always good things. Do stuff you like, and enjoy them.
Stay strong, you're a fighter -xx
Making friends is not easy, i've tried but on-one likes me and also the only thing that i do is mainly video games because i've got nothing more constructive to do with my life...

[Farewell]

I completely agree with Bryan...even though it doesn't seem like you have any talent you do have, you just didn't discover it, but don't you want to explore and find it out? Imagine how great it's going to feel when you find your talent... I felt lost until I found out what I'm good at,and it really just poped out one day in my mind even though it was in front of me all my life...so just keep pushing, keep fighting, keep living, because great stuff come when you least expect. If your current friends don't show any interest you can always make new ones, and you already have good online friends.
If you don't know where to start I can tell you that great beginning is when you tell yourself that you are worth enough, strong enough, that you're able to do everything you want. You need to change the way you look at life in order to really change it. Find good things and keep them close, there are always good things. Do stuff you like, and enjoy them.
Stay strong, you're a fighter -xx

Very well said. :yeah:

Making friends is not easy, i've tried but on-one likes me

What makes you think that people don't like you? Unless you're terribly mean, rude, or creepy I don't see why anyone wouldn't like being around you.




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[Conqueror of Hearts]

Making friends is not easy, i've tried but on-one likes me and also the only thing that i do is mainly video games because i've got nothing more constructive to do with my life...

I know that making friends is not easy...I am very shy and I never had a lot of friends, but I pushed myself ...I went out when they called me even though I wanted to stay home, I was introducing myself first...etc. Now I have my bestfriend and a few very close friends, and it's enough for me. You can't sit in your room and play video games and think that life should change just like that. You need to make a change, and I've already told you that you need to change the way you look at your life. How badly do you want your life to get better? If you want something you need to work hard to get it.
You don't need to do anything super productive, but you need to get out of your house. Want to do something? Find a summer job - you'll meet new ppl, won't be home as much and you'll make money, therefore you'll feel better.
Call your friends first...if you want you can first chat with them over facebook. Ask them how are they, what are they doing,etc. When you feel comfortable enough you can suggest to meet sometimes. First ask just one of them....become friends, and later you can meet his friends and they can become your friends aswell.
Just don't say you can't do this and you can't do that, keep going. :)

[Fanta_Lover44]

Using facebook and asking them is ok but the problem that i face is no-one likes me enough to do that.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

Using facebook and asking them is ok but the problem that i face is no-one likes me enough to do that.

That's how people are now(not all). Its annoying and this way you at least know who really cares, just have to find the right people

[Fanta_Lover44]

That's how people are now(not all). Its annoying and this way you at least know who really cares, just have to find the right people

I'm almost in 10th grade, college would be a perfect time to get to know people! I'll wait till college, start living the life of how i want it. Going to step up now and study more.

[VictoriaGotaSecret]

I'm almost in 10th grade, college would be a perfect time to get to know people! I'll wait till college, start living the life of how i want it. Going to step up now and study more.

Not a bad idea but having a few friends to talk to can help too. Enjoy high school, you're one year less than me(junior when school starts)

[Conqueror of Hearts]

Using facebook and asking them is ok but the problem that i face is no-one likes me enough to do that.

If you open up more maybe they'll like you more and I bet that it's not that they don't like you, maybe you just need to spend a bit more time with them. At least you can try to call them, and be a bit more optimistic. Don't wait until college for your life to start, cause you'll meet same problems there. Start fixing them now :)

[Fanta_Lover44]

If you open up more maybe they'll like you more and I bet that it's not that they don't like you, maybe you just need to spend a bit more time with them. At least you can try to call them, and be a bit more optimistic. Don't wait until college for your life to start, cause you'll meet same problems there. Start fixing them now :)

Hey yeah but one thing i have is that i don't go out, could i possibly have some ideas on what you and your friends do apart from play videogames?

[Conqueror of Hearts]

,Hey yeah but one thing i have is that i don't go out, could i possibly have some ideas on what you and your friends do apart from play videogames?

I have only friends who are girls, so it's a bit different...we don't play video games. When we meet up, like a bunch of us we usualy go outside for a drink, clubbing, or to someone's house and play board games, or watch movie or just chat and drink sometimes. I guess it would be better to ask a guy that question cause I doubt that boys and girls do same things...but I know that boys also go out to clubs, or just out to hang around...

[Fanta_Lover44]

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I have only friends who are girls, so it's a bit different...we don't play video games. When we meet up, like a bunch of us we usualy go outside for a drink, clubbing, or to someone's house and play board games, or watch movie or just chat and drink sometimes. I guess it would be better to ask a guy that question cause I doubt that boys and girls do same things...but I know that boys also go out to clubs, or just out to hang around...

Hey thanks for the advice, i'll start talking to a couple of guys face to face, that way i can build confidence.

[Conqueror of Hearts]

Hey thanks for the advice, i'll start talking to a couple of guys face to face, that way i can build confidence.

Yay, I'm so happy for you. Good luck and if you need anything, here I am :)

[Fanta_Lover44]

Yay, I'm so happy for you. Good luck and if you need anything, here I am :)

Thanks, i'll see what happens tommorow and i'll tell you how it went :)

[Conqueror of Hearts]

Thanks, i'll see what happens tommorow and i'll tell you how it went :)

That's the spirit. :)

[Drewboy]

i have been going through some of the same things, but its ok! u dont have 2 b good at everything and try 2 find friends tht accpet u 4 u u r im here 4 u

[Fanta_Lover44]

That's the spirit. :)

Hey would like to update you, bascally monday he wasnt there, today i caught him and told him we should hang oout more.... Don't think that did the trick so i have a class with him tommorow.

P.s Thanks Drew. :)

[Conqueror of Hearts]

Hey would like to update you, bascally monday he wasnt there, today i caught him and told him we should hang oout more.... Don't think that did the trick so i have a class with him tommorow.

P.s Thanks Drew. :)

Bit it was a step further, so good job. Just find something to talk about with him during the class and it will be fine :) Keep going and updating ;)

[HockeyLovesMe]

Hey would like to update you, bascally monday he wasnt there, today i caught him and told him we should hang oout more.... Don't think that did the trick so i have a class with him tommorow.

P.s Thanks Drew. :)

good luck kyle hope it works out for u :) just be natural toward him and ull be fine

[Fanta_Lover44]

Bit it was a step further, so good job. Just find something to talk about with him during the class and it will be fine :) Keep going and updating ;)

Hey! Massive change! We where in French talking to a couple of guys about this game I suggested (jokingly) we should go round someones house to play it, this has been a very luck turn, they agreed with me and at lunch I was hanging out with them instead of the "normal" group. I have got 2 new friends and ive grown closer to one of them, this Sunday we are meeting and going out for a bit to eat then we are we meeting another friend there and going to his house! I'm quite exited actually, I have got 2 new buddies and one was in the same situation as me, looking for friends.

[HockeyLovesMe]

congrats buddy im rly proud of ya :):)

[Conqueror of Hearts]

Hey! Massive change! We where in French talking to a couple of guys about this game I suggested (jokingly) we should go round someones house to play it, this has been a very luck turn, they agreed with me and at lunch I was hanging out with them instead of the "normal" group. I have got 2 new friends and ive grown closer to one of them, this Sunday we are meeting and going out for a bit to eat then we are we meeting another friend there and going to his house! I'm quite exited actually, I have got 2 new buddies and one was in the same situation as me, looking for friends.

I can't explain how happy I am for you right now, I am soooo glad you did it....you are strong and brave after all :) So proud of you, I must admit. Keep it that way, stay positive and things will develop further in that good direction. How are you feeling now, how do you feel about youself? I hope you are proud of what you've done. -xx

[SevenHells]

Hey, I can completely see where you're coming from. I've no talent what so ever in anything you would call sporty or anything that involves moving in general. You're low grades could be due to your sadness because I know from the past when I relapsed there was nothing I cared less for than school. What about music? It's my best remedy I found to get me through the bad times because sometimes you feel like the people around you just don't understand. I hope you can get better!

[Fanta_Lover44]

Hey, I can completely see where you're coming from. I've no talent what so ever in anything you would call sporty or anything that involves moving in general. You're low grades could be due to your sadness because I know from the past when I relapsed there was nothing I cared less for than school. What about music? It's my best remedy I found to get me through the bad times because sometimes you feel like the people around you just don't understand. I hope you can get better!

Hey im amazing now, i couldn't be happyier, music is a powerfull thing and i mostly listen to stuff like snow patrol. It wasnt music that got me happy again, it was making a friend who actaully cares about me.... These people arn't easy to meet ! :D

[Fanta_Lover44]

Well for those who are intrested, i took my name of the non sucicde pledge and since monday i've fallen back into the loop...... Theres nothing for me anymore..... I

[Conqueror of Hearts]

Well for those who are intrested, i took my name of the non sucicde pledge and since monday i've fallen back into the loop...... Theres nothing for me anymore..... I

Read your post above this.
You can be happy again. And you can't take your name down, once you said it you are ought to fight for that.