Amy_I_am
June 19th, 2013, 07:57 PM
Hi everyone.
I wrote a post here about 6 months ago: This one (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=161280), and soon after that my life got really busy and i didn't spend much time online any more so i never replied to it again. Then I kinda forgot about this place (sorry guys).
Anyway I saw a link to this place the other day so I came back. I was gonna add this to the other thread but it's closed now.
Its been an up and down 6 months for me and my brother. Our dad got promoted which is cool but now he works longer hours so we don't see him much and mostly just have each other.
After I talked to him about how i felt he was good for a while and stopped trying to spy on me, but then a couple of weeks later he started again. So i talked to him again and he stopped again. A couple more weeks passed and it was like it starts all over agin so we talked again.
and then the verynext morning I catch him trying to look down my t-shirt when i was bending over with no bra on. And I just kinda snapped. I'm not sure what I was thinking or evn if I was thinking at all, but I just stood up, pulled off the tshirt and yelled at him to just take a good look then if that was what was going to make him stop trying. I think I actually scared him with the way I was yelling cos he tried to leave but that just made me even more mad so i screamed at him that he had to stay because he was the one that wanted this to happen. i know I still wasn't really thinking because I took the rest of my clothes off as well and stood there naked yelling at him to look at me. then i just kept asking him is this what you wanted to see until he said yes. then I told him well youve seen it all now so you can stop trying to look at me naked. Then I told him to go away so he ran off to his room and I grabbed my clothes and ran off to my room
The rsst of that day felt really unreal. I was mad still but at the same time i felt good that I had made him scared and I also felt bad about that and confused about how i hadnt felt embarrassed being naked. My brother stayed in his room all day and I dind't see him agin until the next day when he came and knocked on my door to apologize to me. I apologized to him to for yelling so much and we had a really big talk about hy he keeps trying to spy on me. He tld me he knows he shouldn't and he even feels bad wehn he's doing it but he just doesn't know how to make himself stop. I believ him cos hes just like a big kid in so many ways. I'm the younger one but I'm always the one who acts like the older sibling.
I made a deal with him that if he stopped trying to see me naked when I didnt want him to i would let him come to the beach with me some times where he'd be able to see me topless or naked when I was choosing to. We did that for the whole summer and he didnt try to spy on me once. Even since its been too cold to go to the beach he hasn't been trying.
And now that hes not trying to be sneaky and i'm used to him seeing me naked form the beach I actually feel comfortable moving around the house naked whether he can see me or not. that actually makes me quite happy because I like being naked.
I know I probably didnt do the right thing the time I snapped and stripped off my clothes, but luckily it actually all worked out the best for me. I hope nobody who was trying to help me in my original thread feels let down by my actions.
Lotsa love, Amy
I wrote a post here about 6 months ago: This one (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=161280), and soon after that my life got really busy and i didn't spend much time online any more so i never replied to it again. Then I kinda forgot about this place (sorry guys).
Anyway I saw a link to this place the other day so I came back. I was gonna add this to the other thread but it's closed now.
Its been an up and down 6 months for me and my brother. Our dad got promoted which is cool but now he works longer hours so we don't see him much and mostly just have each other.
After I talked to him about how i felt he was good for a while and stopped trying to spy on me, but then a couple of weeks later he started again. So i talked to him again and he stopped again. A couple more weeks passed and it was like it starts all over agin so we talked again.
and then the verynext morning I catch him trying to look down my t-shirt when i was bending over with no bra on. And I just kinda snapped. I'm not sure what I was thinking or evn if I was thinking at all, but I just stood up, pulled off the tshirt and yelled at him to just take a good look then if that was what was going to make him stop trying. I think I actually scared him with the way I was yelling cos he tried to leave but that just made me even more mad so i screamed at him that he had to stay because he was the one that wanted this to happen. i know I still wasn't really thinking because I took the rest of my clothes off as well and stood there naked yelling at him to look at me. then i just kept asking him is this what you wanted to see until he said yes. then I told him well youve seen it all now so you can stop trying to look at me naked. Then I told him to go away so he ran off to his room and I grabbed my clothes and ran off to my room
The rsst of that day felt really unreal. I was mad still but at the same time i felt good that I had made him scared and I also felt bad about that and confused about how i hadnt felt embarrassed being naked. My brother stayed in his room all day and I dind't see him agin until the next day when he came and knocked on my door to apologize to me. I apologized to him to for yelling so much and we had a really big talk about hy he keeps trying to spy on me. He tld me he knows he shouldn't and he even feels bad wehn he's doing it but he just doesn't know how to make himself stop. I believ him cos hes just like a big kid in so many ways. I'm the younger one but I'm always the one who acts like the older sibling.
I made a deal with him that if he stopped trying to see me naked when I didnt want him to i would let him come to the beach with me some times where he'd be able to see me topless or naked when I was choosing to. We did that for the whole summer and he didnt try to spy on me once. Even since its been too cold to go to the beach he hasn't been trying.
And now that hes not trying to be sneaky and i'm used to him seeing me naked form the beach I actually feel comfortable moving around the house naked whether he can see me or not. that actually makes me quite happy because I like being naked.
I know I probably didnt do the right thing the time I snapped and stripped off my clothes, but luckily it actually all worked out the best for me. I hope nobody who was trying to help me in my original thread feels let down by my actions.
Lotsa love, Amy