Starting to realize it's true. I'm alone..

[Silent Tears]

I never wanted to believe it. My mother is gone, and the only family I had was my father. I always was a Daddys girl.. but my Daddy is gone. He changed, and turned into an entirely different person. He did things he shouldn't have. I get flash backs, and lose sleep every night. I'll never be able to have a true relationship with any man, and my life is so screwed up because of him. And, I blamed MYSELF for all this. Not anymore. I consider myself alone. Once I learn to drive, and get a job, I'm out of here. I don't need him, anymore. Or my mother. Or any of my crap family. I'm done. I hope they all enjoy their pathetic, little lives. And, I hope they stay out of mine. The last freaking person on the face of the planet I had... Hurt me the most. And, he didn't even care. He pretended to. But, I know the truth now. I'm a big girl. I don't need them. (Well. Not true. He still won't teach me to drive, and won't let anyone else teach me -.- )

Life sucks. They always say that "family will always be there for you" Bull.sh*t.

[Miserabilia]

):
I hope you find support and hope you can have friends that support you so you can get through this, just hold on

[jaxian rhyder]

You shouldn't say stuff like that
I hear where ur comming from but
He is probly so heartbroken that he can't help u
He's probly trying. - though he might not be
Trust me he'll be fine in a yr tops