Cicero
June 18th, 2013, 05:13 AM
So when I was growing up, maybe from the age of 10-15, I used to hangout with my dads business partner. He knew his business partner (she) had kids, so he got me to hangout with them. I grew really close with their family, really close. I even just started calling her Aunt I was that close. When I turned about 15 1/2 my dad and his business partners relationship went sour, so I stopped all contact with them, I was really hurt, cause I would go to their house almost every weekend.
So now, I just heard a song that reminded me of them, so I decided "why not see if they have Facebook" so after searching, I found their Facebook. Which made me really sad, I can't believe how much they grew up! There was a small age gap between all of us, the oldest daughter was 6 years older than me, the eldest son was 10 years older than me, then the second oldest daughter was 4-5 years younger than me and the second oldest son was 3 years younger than me. So 4 altogether.
But I really can't believe how different they look! I remember the eldest daughter being like a teenager and now she looks like a young woman while the little sister looks very mature.
But yeah, now I'm feeling really sad and whenever I hear certain songs it makes me even sadder and miss them even more. I just wish I could rekindle all of our relationships, but I just can't. I'd also be scared if they would remember me at all and if they've ever felt the same way and another thing I'd be scared about is how different they would be. It's been a good 3-4 years. Even if I could rekindle it, I wouldn't know how different everyone would be.
So what can I do to stop thinking so much about them?
(Btw, their family is the ones that owe us, we owe them nothing.)
So now, I just heard a song that reminded me of them, so I decided "why not see if they have Facebook" so after searching, I found their Facebook. Which made me really sad, I can't believe how much they grew up! There was a small age gap between all of us, the oldest daughter was 6 years older than me, the eldest son was 10 years older than me, then the second oldest daughter was 4-5 years younger than me and the second oldest son was 3 years younger than me. So 4 altogether.
But I really can't believe how different they look! I remember the eldest daughter being like a teenager and now she looks like a young woman while the little sister looks very mature.
But yeah, now I'm feeling really sad and whenever I hear certain songs it makes me even sadder and miss them even more. I just wish I could rekindle all of our relationships, but I just can't. I'd also be scared if they would remember me at all and if they've ever felt the same way and another thing I'd be scared about is how different they would be. It's been a good 3-4 years. Even if I could rekindle it, I wouldn't know how different everyone would be.
So what can I do to stop thinking so much about them?
(Btw, their family is the ones that owe us, we owe them nothing.)