Forever alone

[tay4]

I hate to cut but loneliness surrounds me sometimes. I have a loving family and good background but yet i feel like i have nothing. I sometimes wonder if anyone else feels this way.
Ive been dealing with cutting for almost 3 years now and its not often but every once and awhile i have the urge.
My AP english teacher always told us that we were forever alone that we come onto this earth alone and we will leave alone. Which scares me. I get so down and sad when I'm alone. the presence of anyone or anything is always needed. Tonight i gave in and cut because ever since summer started I have done nothing but work.
Not one of my friends asks to hang out. I ask them but they just say they are busy. If I'm annoying and rude i wish they would just tell me...
Anyways just my thoughts on this....
I'd love to make new friends here though!! :P

[Conqueror of Hearts]

I get you...once I cut because I was lonely and I felt that nobody really cares about me, though I do have loving family. That time I cut the most, but I do know there are ppl that care about me, family and friends, and that those feelings were more because I was telling that to myself and I was feeling down becuase of other things. The thing about us coming here alone and leaving the earth the same way for me is stupid, because you are not coming alone. You are created with love, expected with excitement and born as if you are the most precious thing. Your mother was there, and all your family, so you weren't alone. And one day when you leave this earth you will be surranded with ppl you love and ppl who love you, and you should leave this earth knowing that you were never alone.
If you feel like your friends don't spend enough time with you just tell them that, and you can always make new friends. Head high and show your smile! -xx

[lost.girl]

I know what you mean. My life isnt really that hard, and im pretty well off but i'm just lonely.
Also, maybe if i hurt myself then others wont push me away and hurt me as much.
Im so sorry you self harm because I do to and its really horrible. feel free to pm me if you want...