I wanna die

[muffin with a knife]

I don't know. I'm having a relapse. And I started self-harming again. And I just feel so ugly, stupid, worthless and useless. Not to mention my friends ignore me. I had breakdowns in school the whole week. And I'm scared of going to school tomorrow. I just want the pain to end. And the panic.
I'm just so tired of everything. I really think I might just jump from the rooftop of my apartment building.

[Fanta_Lover44]

Hey Hey hey! Dude lets chill a bit, my friends ignore me all the time and dont worry about the breakdown at school. You're not ugly, worthless,useless. Don't do it, theres a meaning to every life, i've thought about doing it more then once but realised its not the way, i self harm as well. Do you get bullied at school? If so speak to someone, i would advise getting help from someone, weather its a close friend or a school conseuler it really doesnt matter, you need to try and set some goals and achive them, thats whats keeping me here. No-one is useless, my grades arn't the best and i always think im useless but im not, theres something waiting for everyone, i havent found it yet but its just a matter of time before i find it.

If you need to talk, im always here and i will listen :)

[muffin with a knife]

Hey Hey hey! Dude lets chill a bit, my friends ignore me all the time and dont worry about the breakdown at school. You're not ugly, worthless,useless. Don't do it, theres a meaning to every life, i've thought about doing it more then once but realised its not the way, i self harm as well. Do you get bullied at school?

I don't get bullied anymore. I don't know, school just sucks all the energy from me. And my family doesn't believe me when I tell them that I'm not alright. My doctor said that she might admit me in hospital again this week.

[Fanta_Lover44]

Hmmm ok, i know that school sucsk perhaps you could get homeschooled? Just a idea but for the doctor saying you might go back to hospital... I'm not sure what to say about that really :/
Hope things get better for you, im always here if you need a chat x

[Ramon986]

I know how you feel..i used to cut myself.. And then I would stop..after a while I picked it up again...what helped for me is instead of a blade ..use a pen..let theink be the blood...it had the same effect on me as cutting..and don't kill yourself.prove to people that they are wrong abo you

[Pacaveli]

I understand what you are going through, things usually always get better as a kid, however, I can't promise that as an adult...

[KimuraWannabe116]

People always have those "slumps". They tend to think they are nobody and that they shouldn't be here but the truth is people do care and they want you to be there.

[BrandonA]

You're life has a meaning. You just have to make something out of it. Be strong and always try to be positive even in the toughest times. I'm sure you're just as beautiful from the outside as you are in the inside. You my friend are in my prayers.