just let everything out

[goodgirlrocks2]

its hard to tell people stuff face to face
but to let things out in forums is so easy and make things feel a hell of a lot better.


a year ago i was sexually assulted on a train
you'd think i was mentally scarred or something, im not, i just need to say something


it happened on my best friends birthday, i havent told her, or anyone for a matter of fact
the police asked me if i wanted to do facial examination- meaning seeing them once again
no thanks.

so fuck all has happened about it
you might think that i should of done it to avoid them doing it to anyone else but i never wanted to see them again.


i dont really take the train anymore


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[thesphinx]

Yes the forums can be very nice, but be careful when you say "I'm over it" because sometimes you don't realize quite how much it effected you.
We're here if you ever want to talk anymore about it though :)

[CuttingsallIhave1]

yeah well I need 2 get sumthin out 2. everyday since I was 12 my stepdad came home and took me upstairs and Beat me and one day he broke my tailbone then he broke my arm and my jaw and my rib cage and my mom tryed 2 leave him but she keeps going back and one day we went to my aunts house and I fell and my aunt came and picked me up and I screamed cuz I got beat before we went and I had cuttz all over mah back and she lifted my shirt up and she screamed and called my uncul travis my uncul whitmer and my uncul Bud and they lifted up my shirt and went took my stepdad and kicked the shit out of him and then I lived with my aunt one day my mom did leave him he came up 2 my aunts home and Beat me then he raped me and my mom walked in when he was raping me and hit him and told me 2 get in the car he came out and they made up I dont no If I should be mad at him 4 what he did or be mad at my mom 4 going back 2 him and not thinking about me

[Techno Monster]

I have been assaulted to but because I have anixoity I am scarred oh life is so hard.

[Mzor203]

yeah well I need 2 get sumthin out 2. everyday since I was 12 my stepdad came home and took me upstairs and Beat me and one day he broke my tailbone then he broke my arm and my jaw and my rib cage and my mom tryed 2 leave him but she keeps going back and one day we went to my aunts house and I fell and my aunt came and picked me up and I screamed cuz I got beat before we went and I had cuttz all over mah back and she lifted my shirt up and she screamed and called my uncul travis my uncul whitmer and my uncul Bud and they lifted up my shirt and went took my stepdad and kicked the shit out of him and then I lived with my aunt one day my mom did leave him he came up 2 my aunts home and Beat me then he raped me and my mom walked in when he was raping me and hit him and told me 2 get in the car he came out and they made up I dont no If I should be mad at him 4 what he did or be mad at my mom 4 going back 2 him and not thinking about me


That is absolutely horrible!!!!!!! Your dad raped you and your mom just completely madeit up with him?!?! You should be mad at both of them, andget a councellor's and the police's help! Rape is ilegal.

[japanman]

its hard to tell people stuff face to face
but to let things out in forums is so easy and make things feel a hell of a lot better.


a year ago i was sexually assulted on a train
you'd think i was mentally scarred or something, im not, i just need to say something


it happened on my best friends birthday, i havent told her, or anyone for a matter of fact
the police asked me if i wanted to do facial examination- meaning seeing them once again
no thanks.

so fuck all has happened about it
you might think that i should of done it to avoid them doing it to anyone else but i never wanted to see them again.


i dont really take the train anymore


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yeah well I need 2 get sumthin out 2. everyday since I was 12 my stepdad came home and took me upstairs and Beat me and one day he broke my tailbone then he broke my arm and my jaw and my rib cage and my mom tryed 2 leave him but she keeps going back and one day we went to my aunts house and I fell and my aunt came and picked me up and I screamed cuz I got beat before we went and I had cuttz all over mah back and she lifted my shirt up and she screamed and called my uncul travis my uncul whitmer and my uncul Bud and they lifted up my shirt and went took my stepdad and kicked the shit out of him and then I lived with my aunt one day my mom did leave him he came up 2 my aunts home and Beat me then he raped me and my mom walked in when he was raping me and hit him and told me 2 get in the car he came out and they made up I dont no If I should be mad at him 4 what he did or be mad at my mom 4 going back 2 him and not thinking about me

I have been assaulted to but because I have anixoity I am scarred oh life is so hard.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dam dam it why??gr *breaths in and out* ok i hate this it is no way exeptable to rape anyone this is what makes me so pissed. you have been raped on a train whoever did it to you is a sick perverted out of control pig. I know why you didnt point him out because you were raped that man made you feel so bad that man basically made you feel bad just for his pleasure did that to you no wonder you didnt point him out.

Your dad raped you that piss of shit hell no you should not feel any love or felling for your dad he raped your father. that is unaccceptable.

thank you for this post now i will make sure that those dame pervs never get the chance if i ever see or hear of something like this happening i will not wait for the police i will not wait for the right to guy i just wont let them do it again.

now i will not let this leave my mind now i will find out more.

[lcode]

i think u should talk with someone more about that, like a psychology. cause it's can come back on ur mind

[wild1]

Don't ever ever see that guy again.

[imless]

I hate listening now abuse stories, more hate to those people who actually made it!