at the end of my rope....

[anon8724]

i just had a complete breakdown....got some mean shit said to me (im a freshman in college)i have a hard time making friends here....for a while ive felt like hardly anyone here likes me. i was just in a room with alot of others, some people said mean shit about me and got big laughs.

so i just started bitching at the few friends ive managed to make about it, almost came to tears, now they probably think im fucking pathetic.

i just went in the bathroom and cut myself alot. i feel like a fucking crazy person...probably am....the only reason i dont kill myself is im scared to, how fucking sad is that?

[ShadowX]

Honestly, harden the fuck up. who gives a shit about them? their opinions dont matter. all that matters is yourself. you dont need douches like that. caring about what other people think is A WASTE OF TIME! you get no benifit out of it. so take my advice and harden up, after all life isn't a walk in the park

[Malcolm Tucker]

Honestly, harden the fuck up. who gives a shit about them? their opinions dont matter. all that matters is yourself. you dont need douches like that. caring about what other people think is A WASTE OF TIME! you get no benifit out of it. so take my advice and harden up, after all life isn't a walk in the park

There is no need to be so harsh. Try to help in a nicer way.

[goin to work]

well stop cuting and lik go and take a walk next time they pick on u

[Malcolm Tucker]

i just had a complete breakdown....got some mean shit said to me (im a freshman in college)i have a hard time making friends here....for a while ive felt like hardly anyone here likes me. i was just in a room with alot of others, some people said mean shit about me and got big laughs.

so i just started bitching at the few friends ive managed to make about it, almost came to tears, now they probably think im fucking pathetic.

i just went in the bathroom and cut myself alot. i feel like a fucking crazy person...probably am....the only reason i dont kill myself is im scared to, how fucking sad is that?

Ok first off, you are not sad. If you are a freshman, you may have not gotten to know people this early. Try to make new friends. I think this 'outbirst' may have been a result of depression? If you feel like nobody likes you, try to talk to people, make some good friends :D

[byee]

Probably the last thing you needed, right? Transitioning into a new environment like college is hard enough, adjusting to all that's new, making new friends, studying. I'm sorry this happened to you.

I think it might be best to recognize you've got some real hurts here, and take advantage of the counselling center at your college. Getting some support and finding new ways of dealing with all those stressors sounds like a really good thing for you now.

Don't worry too much about others' reaction to you, they sound so frankly self absorbed that it probably didn't register anyway. Besides, most colleges are large enough tht the available pool of friends is great enough that you can eventaully find new, better people to hang with.

[anon8724]

this was a particularly hard night for me and I wasn't thinking too clearly. One of my friends talked me through it, she's wonderful, I'm doing much better now. Thanks for the advice everyone.

That was my first time cutting in a very long time and the worst wound I've ever inflicted upon myself. It'll probably leave a permanent scar and hopefully remind me never to do it again.

[byee]

Good! As I always say, whatever it is that's bad now is only temporary. Glad you found the support you needed! Please go to the counselling center and also get some good therapy.

[hereforhelp123]

just ignore them, argue back and if they really start to annoy you just punch them :P well maybe not but its a choice, just ignore those people and then will leave you alone im sure