dam1116
June 11th, 2013, 08:28 PM
Hello All,
Over the past month I have been experiencing some terrible symptoms and idt i'll ever feel emotion again. It all started when I came home from college. Everything was great, better than I ever. I had a 4.0 GPA, met a new girl and was starting back to work. I worked 8 days straight which didn't effect me necessarily, and I found out i'd be able to visit my gf for a few days after that long stretch. Everything was going great. The night before I went out to see Megan, I accidently poked myself in the cornea taking my contacts out.it was a down hill spiral from there. I didn't sleep that night of the other nights I was visiting my girlfriend because of the eye pain. The. My thoughts started to go south bc I was absolutely exhausted. I began wanting to kill myself and saw no point in living life if I can't have the sleep I need. I started going to the doc, Er, took some meds for sleep and they only worked a night at most. 2 weeks after, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder from my psychiatrist who also takes care of her for schizoaffector disorder. Since then, I have been on seroquel, lamactil, and now abilify. From seroquel, it eliminated my genital feelings, and I basically feel completely numb down there. Needless to say, I quit taking that shit but these effects still persist. My docs think it's all in my head and I hope it is. My life went from incredible to shit in a matter of weeks. What kind of life is it without feeling sex the way it was made to feel? I hopethe numbness goes away or I might seriously admit myself into a psych ward bc I will be more suicidal than I as at one time. I hope and pray everyday things get better. God's helped me before he can do it again.
Thanks everyone, if you have any advice let me kn:what:ow
Over the past month I have been experiencing some terrible symptoms and idt i'll ever feel emotion again. It all started when I came home from college. Everything was great, better than I ever. I had a 4.0 GPA, met a new girl and was starting back to work. I worked 8 days straight which didn't effect me necessarily, and I found out i'd be able to visit my gf for a few days after that long stretch. Everything was going great. The night before I went out to see Megan, I accidently poked myself in the cornea taking my contacts out.it was a down hill spiral from there. I didn't sleep that night of the other nights I was visiting my girlfriend because of the eye pain. The. My thoughts started to go south bc I was absolutely exhausted. I began wanting to kill myself and saw no point in living life if I can't have the sleep I need. I started going to the doc, Er, took some meds for sleep and they only worked a night at most. 2 weeks after, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder from my psychiatrist who also takes care of her for schizoaffector disorder. Since then, I have been on seroquel, lamactil, and now abilify. From seroquel, it eliminated my genital feelings, and I basically feel completely numb down there. Needless to say, I quit taking that shit but these effects still persist. My docs think it's all in my head and I hope it is. My life went from incredible to shit in a matter of weeks. What kind of life is it without feeling sex the way it was made to feel? I hopethe numbness goes away or I might seriously admit myself into a psych ward bc I will be more suicidal than I as at one time. I hope and pray everyday things get better. God's helped me before he can do it again.
Thanks everyone, if you have any advice let me kn:what:ow