Boyfrien's suicide

[Jonathan1998]

Omg I am so destroyed, I've drove my boyfriend to suicide and now without him, I'm suicidal

He'd broke up with me for jacking off with friends and calling me a cheat. I don't know whether I should carry on living or just die

I miss my Josh, may he rest in peace :'( I wish I didn't do it all

[jayyy-lmao]

Bro, I doubt it was you that made him commit. You were together, boyfriends, he cared, and so did you. Yes, he said you cheated, and yes, you jacked off with your friends, and yes, that would hurt him immensely, but I don't think it would drive him to suicide. I'm sorry I can't be of more help, you must feel horrible. I really wish I could help more. PM me if you want to rant.

[Miserabilia]

you shouldn't feel guilty, if he commited suicide there was probably more going on in him then you "cheating" on him. You shouldn't want to kil yourself either, if you do you will make other people feel like you feel right now. Just try to get through and hang on ):

[APhkinPanda]

As hard as this sounds, you need to carry on. You need to have a future. You shouldn't have to commit suicide because he did. Just live on for him in his name. that way he will always be with you.

[EliraLupa]

I agree completely with APHkinPanda. You may have made a mistake but there were probably many other factors to it too. Dedicate your life now to his memory and carry on in a way that would make him proud to have known you.

I made a mistake which was similar and I still hate myself for being such a coward to this day. My boyfriend was feeling suicidal and was cutting people out of his life one by one and I could see it. When it came to me, i'd tried to make him see things in a better light but it hadn't worked and instead of getting help for him, i let him cut me out too because I too scared. Fortunately for me, it didn't end in tragedy but that was down to him, not me. I should of stayed by his side and been there but now i've moved on and I want to help other people where i couldn't help him and not abandon them because I feel out of my depth.

I don't know if that's helped but I really hope things get better for you. You're life is too precious to throw away

[Jonathan1998]

Omg he's okay, he couldn't do it thank god for that!

[Miri]

Omg he's okay, he couldn't do it thank god for that!

That's amazing news. I'm so happy for you. Now you get a chance to fix everything with him, and I'm sure you guys will be the cutest couple together!

[Jonathan1998]

Thanks we're fixed up

[Abgail 16]

I'm glad things have worked out.

I was devastated when I read your first post.

[gotstyle]

That's good make him realise u love him

[Ryhanna]

Omg he's okay, he couldn't do it thank god for that!

Well, that's amazing news, but the way you'd posted originally made it seem like he'd already done it.. :/

I'm glad he's okay and you're sorting everything out. :)

[EliraLupa]

I'm so glad you've got that second chance :D Hope everything works out for you guys.