feeling useless and depressed.

[hunt1urban]

hi ever since year 7 i had a support working at school i didn't think much of it back then but now that im in year 10 i started feeling depressed because i felt like im under everyone and that im treated differently from everyone and that it stops people to get close to me but i do have some mates. i am worried that girls might not like me because they might think im a retard. i also being thinking alot about the future and if having a support worker would make employers avoid me. the only thing that makes my life worth living is a girl i have a crush on.

[Extreme586]

What can I say it's high school. Those people who are you friends now believe it or not are probably the only real friends you want. High school surprises me in that it's really over dramatic and shallow and a lot of the people here anyways are just friends with certain people to be popular. People they don't care about they stomp all over and treat terribly.

Just because you have a support worker obviously doesn't mean your retarded and from what I can tell anyways you aren't. Just realize that everyone has their drawbacks and yours just happens to be more out there and up front. It doesn't make you a bad person it just makes you different in that you can't hide something like everyone else is. No matter how perfect you think someone is, they have their own problems so don't think for one second that you are any different from the rest of the kids at your school.
Keep your chin up and a positive attitude and you will feel much better. Best of luck!

[Croconaw]

I sometimes feel like that. It really doesn't matter what they think. If they think you're a retard, fuck them. They're really not worth your time.

[Fanta_Lover44]

Hey, you will find a girl, if they think your a retard then just don't talk to them. Just because you need a little bit of help here and there doesn't make them better then you.