PerpetualImperfexion
June 7th, 2013, 03:52 PM
This is a bit of a follow up on my last post. Long story short there's this girl I whom I would like to friendzone me (yes I wouldn't even call us friends at this point). Problem is that school is out, we're going to different highschools, and we'll likely never see eachother again unless a point is made to do so. Now if you're not familiar with kik, it is a smartphone instant messaging service. This is the only means I have to contact her. So I'll go ahead and copy paste what I plan to send to her and I'm curious if any of you would object to me sending this to her. - also, her friend told me that she thought I was being a creeper and that I only got a kik to talk to her.
Look, I didn't get a kik just to talk to you. In fact I've talked to other people way more than I have you, and that sucks. We're going to different schools. I would say that I got it, in part, to stay in contact with you, but there was no contact before. Now along with that lack of contact there's awkwardness. I feel like a screw-up.
At one point I had myself convinced that I had feelings for you. In reality though there's no way I could have. Don't get me wrong you're beautiful, but we've never actually talked. The only other thing I had to go by was who you hung out with. People like ******, ******, even ******, people who were/are (for a lack of a better word) broken. I figured if you were willing to get to know them you would be able to have a legitimate conversation with someone like me. Someone who really has nothing but his intellect. I'm not athletic. I'm awkward. Until recently I was incredibly insecure.
I have no idea what goes through your head when my name comes up. I said some things and I can understand why you would think I was creeping. I honestly just want to talk though. Is there any way we can just start-over?
Look, I didn't get a kik just to talk to you. In fact I've talked to other people way more than I have you, and that sucks. We're going to different schools. I would say that I got it, in part, to stay in contact with you, but there was no contact before. Now along with that lack of contact there's awkwardness. I feel like a screw-up.
At one point I had myself convinced that I had feelings for you. In reality though there's no way I could have. Don't get me wrong you're beautiful, but we've never actually talked. The only other thing I had to go by was who you hung out with. People like ******, ******, even ******, people who were/are (for a lack of a better word) broken. I figured if you were willing to get to know them you would be able to have a legitimate conversation with someone like me. Someone who really has nothing but his intellect. I'm not athletic. I'm awkward. Until recently I was incredibly insecure.
I have no idea what goes through your head when my name comes up. I said some things and I can understand why you would think I was creeping. I honestly just want to talk though. Is there any way we can just start-over?