i just can't

[Emilylovescookies]

I need help. I don't think i can live with depression anymore. I've had it for 5 years and i want it to go away! i have psychotic depression and i feel like a freak. i see and hear things that aren't there and i know they aren't. it makes me feel crazy. my parents think i'm fine and wont get me a counsellor because the last one i had broke the confidentiality. please anyone anywhere help me.
I just can't take it anymore

[APhkinPanda]

Well, I'm here. I use to actually hear voices for a while. For about 9 years of my life. other than that i have had depression for 11. What is your dosage on meds which ones do you remember taking. Do you take anti psychotic meds? If you do do you take them everyday. Please answer these the best you can.

[AMGForever]

I am not understand the experience you may go through but if you ever want to talk about it or get something off your chest i'll be up all nights. what you have to say i'll listen.


p.s.
oh and i read some of the symptoms i see them like this

Fatigue or loss of energy

you can drink coffee i cant really

Weight loss or weight gain

you must have a shaped body

Lack of concentration

creative a thinker

;)

[Mortal Coil]

This is hard, but you have to believe it will pass. You aren't crazy. You really aren't. You are incredible and worthy of life and the fact that you posted this thread shows that you want to keep going. And you are one of many who want you to stay in the world.

[Emilylovescookies]

Well, I'm here. I use to actually hear voices for a while. For about 9 years of my life. other than that i have had depression for 11. What is your dosage on meds which ones do you remember taking. Do you take anti psychotic meds? If you do do you take them everyday. Please answer these the best you can.

my parents wont let me take meds since they are completely convinced that i'm fine.

[ECSTASY]

I have the same situation . I have problem in focusing and i forget things so fast but my parents think that im completely fine :/

[Emilylovescookies]

I have the same situation . I have problem in focusing and i forget things so fast but my parents think that im completely fine :/

it really sucks, doesn't it

[ECSTASY]

it really sucks, doesn't it

Yeah :( sux really bad :/ but no way, i need to wait till i go to doctor myself :s

[APhkinPanda]

Best way talk to your guidance counselor. Tell them you need help. They will take it from there.