conner74
June 1st, 2013, 03:00 AM
(Sorry for the length and any mistakes)
Hi there. I had a good lets call her friend B. I wasn't that close to her when we meet but then a couple of months later friend A joined the school. And she became good friends with me and friend B. So then outside of school we formed a little group, the 3 of us.
We where always comfortable around each other, but it never really lead to anything. But we always said that we do it with each other. Then on one Wednesday friend A tried it on with me and basically I lost my virginity. But I had always planned to ask out friend B so I felt bad p, like I was cheating even thou I wasn't. I was going to tell her but I had to take it to the grave.
Then on Friday at youth club p, I felt is wired, just like empty, sad and bad. I had no idea if I regret it or not (and I'm still like that). So then I told friend A that I told friend B what had happened. And she said that she stills wants to be friends with me but she can't trust me. (She was okay with friend B knowing). Then friend A went back and I balled my eyes out. Friend B said she's never wants to chose between me and friend A. But the more this goes on the more she's gonna have to and till be my fault.
Now friend A she's always been a bit of a slut, I definitely wasn't her first and I won't be her last, so when I sent her a message saying how I couldn't be her friend if she didn't trust me then she just told me to f**k off, so I. Really don't know what to do. She was my best friends and me and friend B where her only friends up here. (She moved to where I live) so I really do not have a clue. Should I let it blow over or should I keep trying and knowing me make things worse. I seriously haven't got a clue, I've got a wedding today and exams on Monday, so this ready couldn't of cane at a worst time for me.
Thanks for reading it and anything tips or advice would be muchly appreciated.
Hi there. I had a good lets call her friend B. I wasn't that close to her when we meet but then a couple of months later friend A joined the school. And she became good friends with me and friend B. So then outside of school we formed a little group, the 3 of us.
We where always comfortable around each other, but it never really lead to anything. But we always said that we do it with each other. Then on one Wednesday friend A tried it on with me and basically I lost my virginity. But I had always planned to ask out friend B so I felt bad p, like I was cheating even thou I wasn't. I was going to tell her but I had to take it to the grave.
Then on Friday at youth club p, I felt is wired, just like empty, sad and bad. I had no idea if I regret it or not (and I'm still like that). So then I told friend A that I told friend B what had happened. And she said that she stills wants to be friends with me but she can't trust me. (She was okay with friend B knowing). Then friend A went back and I balled my eyes out. Friend B said she's never wants to chose between me and friend A. But the more this goes on the more she's gonna have to and till be my fault.
Now friend A she's always been a bit of a slut, I definitely wasn't her first and I won't be her last, so when I sent her a message saying how I couldn't be her friend if she didn't trust me then she just told me to f**k off, so I. Really don't know what to do. She was my best friends and me and friend B where her only friends up here. (She moved to where I live) so I really do not have a clue. Should I let it blow over or should I keep trying and knowing me make things worse. I seriously haven't got a clue, I've got a wedding today and exams on Monday, so this ready couldn't of cane at a worst time for me.
Thanks for reading it and anything tips or advice would be muchly appreciated.