Azza the Arsonist
May 30th, 2013, 03:15 AM
There is this girl who I have a crush on and I find it confusing as to whether or not she likes me. I'm 14 and she is turning 14 in just over a month. We have sort of been friends for the past year but we were probably more acquaintances than anything. What I mean is that my best friend used to go out with her and I used to go out with her best friend so we have had mutual friends but we were only around each other if a mutual friend also was. We have had conversations on Facebook, usually about things that make no sense and would then create inside jokes between the both of us. She used to always be sort of playfully violent (what I mean is that she would hit someone or at least hurt them in some way but not have anything against them.) which annoyed me but in the last couple of weeks we started hanging out more and she hasn't been like that. We have this thing where if we both see each other (which usually happens when we are walking to class and we cross paths) we start staring at each others eyes, with her usually acting all intimidating and me acting frightened. We then end up laughing and continue walking as if it never happened. She also has never hugged me until recently. The first time she did was when I was looking for my best friend all over the school until I finally found him with her and another girl (his crush). I was joking about being lonely and scared so she started hugging my leg tightly for nearly if not a whole minute. My friend also joined in on the fun and did the same to my other leg but I am used to things like that from him. She then first properly hugged me the next day because I told her that I finished Act 1 of Homestuck which she had gotten me into. (as well as other people) Earlier this week I was feeling unhappy about some problems with how I am not very sociable and she (again, she has never been like this with me) helped make me feel better and was saying that I can always hang out with her and the group of people she hangs out with as well as using a hugging emoticon. Now this will be the last thing I talk about, I promise. Today (Note: she had been sick for the last 2 days and the night before was when we talked about the social problems that I have. Don't know if that means anything but it might.) at recess she decided that she would charge at my friend and I but I spotted her running and jumped out of her way making her run into the wall so she was then laughing and stuck finger up at me as she said "f*** you". For the rest of recess she kept randomly coming up to me saying "hug" and would hug me but of course I had my hands in my pockets whenever she would do so which meant I couldn't hug her back. At one point a bit later in the day she did this again but I was then able to hug her back but for some reason I also pat her back, which she then did to me. She then went off to tell her other friends that I hugged her.
Sorry this was so long. Please let me know what you think. This has been driving me nuts and I would just like to know if she is just being friendlier than she used to be or she has started liking me. All helpful replies will be appreciated!
Sorry this was so long. Please let me know what you think. This has been driving me nuts and I would just like to know if she is just being friendlier than she used to be or she has started liking me. All helpful replies will be appreciated!