Calypso
May 29th, 2013, 08:46 PM
Im gonna keep this short if I can.
So for the past 3 years i was the shy quiet kid that no one ever ever paid attention to. But something clicked in me this year and i became more outgoing, and i realized my current friends are an extreme bore and i cant take it. So i really wanted to make good outgoing friends this year. And i found one guy who's the typical jock guy but he seems interesting enough. But my problem is i cant get out of this box i've put myself in, i have no problem talking to people i dont know but people i do know its so hard for me to talk.. But anywho back to the jock guy, we were put in 3 classes together and we've even been put into a big group project together yet i didnt take my chances and now school is over and i know i missed my chance. Literally like every 10 seconds i think about how i wish we were friends. The weirdest thing is sometimes it seemed he tried to be my friend, but neither of us new how to talk to each other(if that makes sense). But now, i guess really i just want a way to not feel so... Bleh about this-wanting a good close friend.
Wow that was not short-sorry-and if you read all of that thanks, i know it seems more of a rant then anything else.. Hope it all makes sense
So for the past 3 years i was the shy quiet kid that no one ever ever paid attention to. But something clicked in me this year and i became more outgoing, and i realized my current friends are an extreme bore and i cant take it. So i really wanted to make good outgoing friends this year. And i found one guy who's the typical jock guy but he seems interesting enough. But my problem is i cant get out of this box i've put myself in, i have no problem talking to people i dont know but people i do know its so hard for me to talk.. But anywho back to the jock guy, we were put in 3 classes together and we've even been put into a big group project together yet i didnt take my chances and now school is over and i know i missed my chance. Literally like every 10 seconds i think about how i wish we were friends. The weirdest thing is sometimes it seemed he tried to be my friend, but neither of us new how to talk to each other(if that makes sense). But now, i guess really i just want a way to not feel so... Bleh about this-wanting a good close friend.
Wow that was not short-sorry-and if you read all of that thanks, i know it seems more of a rant then anything else.. Hope it all makes sense