help?

[muffin with a knife]

Sorry to bother anyone I just wanted to get this off my chest. I just wanna die. I'm falling apart. Everyday it's harder and harder to fight with the sadness and the panic. It's tearing me apart. I really don't know how much longer I can keep going on like I'm not dying inside. I go to a doctor and to therapy , but my therapist is not there for me. She barely answers her phone, doesn't come to the appointment and I'm scared to find someone else. I don't know what to say. I just want this pain to end. Why won't anyone help me? Am I too much of a burden ?

[Mob Boss]

Hi, Corina! :hiya:
Firstly I just wanted to say you're not bothering anyone. :) Not only that, but this site is solely here for the purpose of helping other teens that might be facing difficult issues. That's great that you're getting this off your chest. In fact you should be relieving any negative emotions you have bottled up, by ways of this site, a journal or even a simple poem. Just anything to clear your head. That therapist doesn't sound like such a good therapist, and you're in need of a one. I understand the fear of finding a new one and losing that familiarity and comfort that you've already built with this one. But let's face it Corina, she isn't cutting it or you wouldn't be in this position. Finding yourself a new therapist might be the first step in turning your life around. I'm not going to sit here and blabber on about knowing how you feel and what you're going through because i truly don't. I truly don't. But i do know things change and get better. People grow and what was important once becomes nothing but a fleeting thought. I'm sure you've heard that countless times. I'm not saying you're going to wake up tomorrow and be rainbows and sunshine. I'm saying it takes work and time. You need to start by realizing that your life is beautiful and you deserve to be every bit as happy as the next person. Once you realize you deserve happiness, you'll begin finding it. I want you to know that you are absolutely, positively not a burden. Some people truly don't know when others are hurting. Tell your family or friends, "Hey, i really need someone to listen and truly listen." If you ask for help, i have no doubt there will be plenty of helping hands. Family members and friends get caught up in the hustle and bustle of everyday life just like we do, so don't take that as you're a burden or they don't care. They care. Heck, i care and I don't even know you. Your life is a precious thing. You're in a rough patch. A rough patch is not the end of the world, so don't end you're world just because you've hit one. You're young with lots of living to do. I also want you to know you are more than welcome to VM or PM me any time you need someone. I don't care if you want to talk about Starwars, I'm always here. :P You're not a burden, Corina, you're beautiful and you have a beautiful life, so don't ever think about ending it. :hug3:

[muffin with a knife]

thank you so much for saying all these things. I really needed someone there for me. not even my friends believe that I have problems.

[Mob Boss]

thank you so much for saying all these things. I really needed someone there for me. not even my friends believe that I have problems.

I'm so sorry all this is going on. :hug: That's very naive of them. You can always talk to me when you're feeling down or just need someone to talk to. :yes:

[KimuraWannabe116]

Just take it easy. Try to not get frusterated if possible. Does this involve peers, parents, school, friends, social media ect. if so here are Some strategies you can use, Take a break, Walk away if nessesary/allowed, Take deep breaths, think of the positive instead of the negative things, meditate on your time off, take a walk on your time off, Exercise (Personally my favorite) ect. just dont take out your anger and sadness in a bad way. I hope things get better, just remember the strategies ive set out.

Best regards: Nicholas Schaefer. :)

[Extreme586]

When I feel suicidal, I usually just think of the one person in the world who I love the most. Regardless of my relationship with this person at the time, not being able to see them stops me dead in my tracks. It makes me endure the pain or empty feelings I otherwise go through daily, just to see them maybe once passing them in the halls. Just keep on keeping on and find a new therapist, one who actually cares about you more.

[Cece14]

carry on

dont stop beiliving!

Keep on going if your going threw hell

Stay strong!!!!!







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[muffin with a knife]

thanks everyone for giving me advice and caring even though you don't know me. I feel a bit better today and thanks to you I got trough the night.

[Captain Who]

If you die though, think of all the troubles you will leave behind like: Family distress, Paper work and lots of police visits. Also if you tried to die you would break the law and anyone that avoids you finds out before you die, they get arrested. Think before you do!

[muffin with a knife]

I know that I hurt my family. And that if I die all I'll leave behind is just problems. It's just that I've been dying for so long,I forgot how to live.

[steve102998]

look i know how u feel and if u ever want to talk about it ask me

[Mikey8]

Hey Corina, hope you are feeling better. I just joined this forum and the replies you got are great. I have fought against depression for many years. Have a great physciatrist and support from my family. If your friends don't think you have a problem then maybe you need new friends. The main thing is keep asking for the help you need and try to stay strong.