feeling like crap

[bored4evah]

Hi, ive made about 4 posts like this now about how I feel like crap, but only because im feeling crappier each day. I think I am seriously depressed, ive done 6 online tests and they all say I am. I used to "get help" for my depression before but I didn't think I suffered from it then, I just blamed it on lack of sleep and eating for my shit attitude towards life. When I went to see the doctors and they asked me the questions I felt really awkward and didnt wanna be there anymore so I just acted like everything was fine to get out of it.

But now I am really feeling down and a bit suicidal, I want to get help again but im afraid my parents will shout at me because I wouldnt wccept it last time, what should I do?

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I feel the same way most of the time, but I don't want my parents to be involved. I'd rather suffer in silence then be forced to tell everything to some stranger who won't even help.

[Fanta_Lover44]

I've been there, to me I don't show emotion so I don't get asked questions all the time but I do tell people online who can give me advice, and it does really help me! They make me feel better and I climb out of the suicidal phase. I end up going back into it but the people you talk to do help!
P.s Message me if you want help :)