i want to die.

[BLlSSFUL]

every day, it gets worse, i am failing school, no girls like me, i dont have any friends except ones on the internet, the only time i have fun is when im playing on my computer. im called a failure, fat, stupid, depressing, ugly, and other names at school and all i want to do is die. the only thing i have to live for is my 3 or 4 friends and my parents. my dad is depressed and angry all the time, he gets drunk and that makes me sad. my mom is loving, as is my dad, but is depressed, has anxiety, insomnia, and bipolar. I get most of my jeans from her side, people say we look alike, so i have most of that stuff too. i hate my life and want to end it without pain, i dont cut my self because i hate pain, its the only thing keeping me from doing it.

[Josh Morgan]

This isn't your life, it's only your childhood. There's lots of happy adults who live very full lives worth living who had nightmare childhoods. You have a future and you were put on earth for a reason and that's worth living for. My dad had a childhood like the your describing. If ended his life he would've ended mine too. You don't know how important to are and how much your entire life will be of great meaning to many people you don't know exist yet. I'll bet somewhere down the lousy road your on right now, something wonderful will happen.

[Croconaw]

Don't start cutting. It isn't worth it. I'm sure things will get better for you.

[BehindClosedEyes]

Hey. Hey guess what. I am of female gender. AND I THINK YOU'RE AWESOME. It'll get better, I promise. I've been through almost exactly what you're going through. Whatever you do, don't start cutting. If you do, it's really hard to quit. Even when you do quit, there's still a feeling deep down that just keeps drawing you back to it even if you're happy. It's just always there. So don't start that, it's really more trouble than it's worth.

Now, the reason cutting seems to make people feel better is because it signals the brain to release endorphins. Eating chocolate, laughing, and exercising also release endorphins, so these activities are good replacements for cutting and will have the same effect.

[AMGForever]

you know find what makes you happy then keep do it and find others who like do it get together and have fun

[Fanta_Lover44]

Hey, a lot of girls don't like me and I don't like them but what I can tell you is that things do get better and you will find someone eventually. She's just waiting for you at the right time!

[shivz]

Life is long. It will get better. Chin up bro.

[MoonMan]

If you don't like pain, then you don't want to die. That's like saying you aspire to be an artist but you don't like drawing. People who truly want to die don't care about pain which is why someone who is suicidal is hard to treat, because they just don't care. They don't care about the people they will affect with their suicide, they don't care about pain that will ensue both during and after suicide. They simply want to die.

[Extreme586]

Hey dude i play World of Warcraft and it's practically my escape from reality. I have friends on there and otherwise I don't have any at my school really, except maybe a few. But I only talk to them during classes and I don't even bother eating lunch because I am so lonely and awkward. The one thing I have learned though from my experience in high school is that regardless of what you wear, how you look, your weight, etc, people are going to find a way to judge you. Even if your dead silent and don't talk to anyone and make everyone else around you feel awkward like me.
So basically if you want to look a certain way you will NEVER be happy, because true happiness comes from being ok with how you look and who you are. Other people will put you down just to feel better about themselves and to try and overlook their own problems. Once you are truly happy with who you are, that's when you shine and feel so much better about yourself. You just gotta look for and find the people who see that quality in you as the most important thing. Those are the friends that are worth having, not surface dwellers who tease people to make themselves feel better.

[Cece14]

no, suicide is a perminate problem to a temporay sistuation

[gotstyle]

Just tell people to shut the hell up and worry about there lives and say I'll live how I want to live it's my life get ur own

[teen.jpg]

I'd tell you that it gets better, but even I don't believe that. Just think of right now as rock bottom, and believe that it can't get any worse, meaning it might get a little better. At least by comparison.

[Samtheman102]

Don't take your life, man. Think of the people that could be affected if you did. Get proffesional help if possible, and tell a counselor about bullying, and tell the bullies to shut the fuck up. THings do get better, I assure you. I'm really sorry about this.