kye.
May 25th, 2013, 11:32 PM
So to start this off, I just want to say that I'm an 18 year old bisexual guy. I'm more interested in guys than girls and I want to settle down with a guy in the future, but unfortunately (not saying its a bad thing, it just made things complicated) I developed a crush on a girl first, when I was a freshman in high school. We graduated last June and I'm still deeply in love with her and I'm 100% sure it's a mutual thing because we used to flirt constantly and hanged out all the time. Now I don't see her, but we communicate through facebook and the flirting continues. The reason I haven't asked her out is because I'm only romantically/emotionally attracted to girls. I can't imagine myself having intercourse with a girl :( but I love her so much that I might even put myself through that but I know I would be uncomfortable. Ok now to the guy part... I met this 'straight' guy at work that used to flirt with me all the time and even helped me out. He's everything I want in a guy :wub: I'm not out yet, but I know he knows that I'm bi (or he thinks I'm gay) because of the way I act towards him and it doesn't bother him. There was one time when we were closing the restaurant and I was alone in the dining room cleaning when he came up to me and asked me to take a picture with him (LOL) and he tried to put my head right besides his (almost touching) AND it made me want to kiss him, caress him, make out with him without stopping and a whole bunch of other things!! XD BUT I refused because I do NOT like taking pictures. And with guys I am attracted 100% to them...emotionally/romantically AND sexually/kinky that's why I want to settle down with a guy. The thing is I quit that job and I no longer see him :( so what do you guys think? what's your opinion on this? I'm just bored and I've always wanted to get this off my chest haha I'm not really looking forward to any answers, just advice and/or opinions :D