Jonathan1998
May 25th, 2013, 01:58 PM
Heya.
Umm not sure if this is in right place, but yeah something has been depressing me since I was 8 nearly 9 and I could never talk to anyone about this and only the people closest to me, but no family, know this. But anyway hopefully my boyfriend is coming over from the US to see me in the Summer, and I wanted to ask him if he wanted to go all the way.
But it depresses me and scares me to ask him, after something happened when I was 8. I was forced into sex with a girl by her brothers, the girl was 7, she was in on the whole thing, and her brothers were teens who really scared me and they forced me into sex with her (btw I did get my Johnson into her Clunge) and it's been haunting me ever since.
And it just hurts me, coz it felt like rape (probably was), and now if I ever ask or want to ask my boyfriend to go all the way with me if he comes over, that memory just pops into my head and it puts me off and really saddens me. :(:mad:
Umm not sure if this is in right place, but yeah something has been depressing me since I was 8 nearly 9 and I could never talk to anyone about this and only the people closest to me, but no family, know this. But anyway hopefully my boyfriend is coming over from the US to see me in the Summer, and I wanted to ask him if he wanted to go all the way.
But it depresses me and scares me to ask him, after something happened when I was 8. I was forced into sex with a girl by her brothers, the girl was 7, she was in on the whole thing, and her brothers were teens who really scared me and they forced me into sex with her (btw I did get my Johnson into her Clunge) and it's been haunting me ever since.
And it just hurts me, coz it felt like rape (probably was), and now if I ever ask or want to ask my boyfriend to go all the way with me if he comes over, that memory just pops into my head and it puts me off and really saddens me. :(:mad: