alliah101
May 21st, 2013, 10:16 PM
I was doing so well before I started talking to my friends again getting out of the house a little more even if it was just to the store it was good i started eating i was feeling good about myself... but now...i made a person too much the center of my life and now that she isn't here its like i don't know what to do i sit here waiting for her but she isn't here i try not to worry i try and be normal but its hard i feel like this relationship is falling apart and so am i. I am falling apart I'm a senior in high school this is supposed to be a time for good memories and fun times but its not i feel like I'm screaming for help asking anybody to listen but nobody does... i haven't been on here in a while because i was doing so well.. I'm afraid of myself at this point i graduate in 3 weeks and prom is this weekend maybe if i pull myself together just for 3 weeks i can run away and nobody will bother.. then none of this will matter anymore...