Anyone else kind of like me?

[metallamb]

I recently started cutting, about a week ago, and I kind of like the pain and blood. I love the pain it brings, and I just love the sight of the blood. Is anyone else here kind of like me? Do some of you guys cut just for the pain and blood, even though you have a nice life?

[HockeyLovesMe]

dude u rly shldnt do that its not a great way to have fun u shld really talk to yur mom or dad like serious u shld :) i wouldnt like to see ya get hurt :)

[germangirl]

Altough I didn't start cutting because of the blood but because the pain felt as a kind of relief, I know what you mean. There were times when I actually liked my life but cut anyway. There were times when I liked seeing the bleeding. But seriously it's an addiction and it doesn't matter whether you're cutting because you like the blood and pain or because you feel like you need it - it'll become a horrible addiction. Please try to stop before it's too bad..

[madhatter16]

i remember the days i was in the dark place youre in now, its tough and i know how you feel. it gets better! talk to someone and keep yourself busy. also, please stop cutting it never goes away

[metallamb]

Well, I just threw away my cutting utensil. I will stop before it gets worse. This kind of made me feel better because this is the only time I've really let anyone know about my cutting. And a good thing about this is that no one here knows me so they can't get on to me or anything at school :D I will stop, though. I just find it kind of odd that I like the pain and blood. Oh well, now is a better time to stop than later!

[Disasterology]

I would mostly do it because the pain was a release, somewhere along the lines i started to like seeing the blood, and the stinging pain would also be somewhat of a release

[ItsDarien]

ɪ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴄᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ, ɪᴛ's ᴀ ʀᴇʟɪᴇғ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ, ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀᴊᴏʀ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ ωɪᴛʜ ᴘᴀɪɴ. ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ sᴏ─sᴏ ʟɪғᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏω, ʙᴜᴛ ᴜsᴜᴀʟʟʏ ωʜᴇɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, sᴏᴏɴ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ, sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴅ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛωᴏ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ωᴏʀsᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ωʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ωᴀs ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ, ɪᴛ ɢᴇᴛs ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ, ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ
ғᴏʀ ᴄᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀs ɴᴏω, ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀᴊᴏʀ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ ғᴏʀ ᴘᴀɪɴ, ʙᴜᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ɪᴛ, ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ωᴀɴᴛ ᴀɴ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ.

~ᴅᴀʀɪᴇɴ.

[HockeyLovesMe]

ɪ sᴛɪʟʟ ᴄᴜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ, ɪᴛ's ᴀ ʀᴇʟɪᴇғ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ, ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀᴊᴏʀ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ ωɪᴛʜ ᴘᴀɪɴ. ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ sᴏ─sᴏ ʟɪғᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏω, ʙᴜᴛ ᴜsᴜᴀʟʟʏ ωʜᴇɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴs ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, sᴏᴏɴ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ, sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴀᴅ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛωᴏ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ωᴏʀsᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ωʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ωᴀs ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʀᴜsᴛ ᴍᴇ, ɪᴛ ɢᴇᴛs ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ, ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ
ғᴏʀ ᴄᴜᴛᴛɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀs ɴᴏω, ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴍᴀᴊᴏʀ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ ғᴏʀ ᴘᴀɪɴ, ʙᴜᴛ sᴛᴏᴘ ɪᴛ, ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ωᴀɴᴛ ᴀɴ ᴏʙsᴇssɪᴏɴ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ.

~ᴅᴀʀɪᴇɴ.

nice profile pix darien :) looks great!!