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Greyson
December 8th, 2007, 09:41 PM
Everyday I am expected to do all the crap around the house. I am forced to get the absolute best grades I can in school (which I can live with, just the pressure is annoying). Along with a stupid club I don't want to be in.
I get yelled at for any random, stupid reason possible everyday of my life.

I am very short and overweight. I have the self-esteem of a rock. I have very few friends and can't seem to get a girlfriend to save my life. I have no social skills at all.

I keep getting these annoying outbursts of anger and depression. One minute
I can be crying my eyes out for just some random thought and the next be pissed off screaming at someone. I hate not being in control of my emotions. I have to go to a therapist once a week for this. My mom says she thinks I am Bi Polar because she is, my grandmother is, her mother is, etc.

Added on top of the depression I call life, I have moved something like 13 times now. My parents are telling me that they aren't going to move again, even though I hate this city and school district.

My step dad who has been around for seven years now barely understands me. He is angry at me almost all the time and is on my case for everything. My mom just says that all he does is for the best of me.

Can anyone help me out on anything here before I am forced to move out before I hit age 15. I am on the edge of doing something I don't want too but my life is spiraling downwards.

MAXD88
December 9th, 2007, 05:50 PM
All I can think of is explaining your position to your parents. Be sure you can back yourself up, and let them know that you mean bussiness.

Also, don't feel bad about your social skills. I can't talk to anyone about anything most of the time, and when I do, I just bore them to death.
However, I have alot of great friends who understand and appreciate me, so I know that even if I don't work well with the vast majority, there are people who are there for me.

Remember that everyone is here for eachother here on VT as well ;)

thesphinx
December 9th, 2007, 07:16 PM
Well I think that you need to get professional help here, if you are Bipolar or have some sort of manic depression, a doctor can help you get the medications + therapy that you seem too need.
And as for you going to a therapist every week, try to open up a bit and talk about it. It can help SO much.
but please whatever you do, DON'T go this alone, don't be afraid to ask for help.

byee
December 9th, 2007, 07:55 PM
Lots going on for you, huh? I agree about the therapy, stay with it, talk with him about this stuff. Find solutions.

Here? If there was one thing about all the stuff you mentioned that you wanted help with, what would it be?