WickedWeekend
May 19th, 2013, 04:40 PM
I'm a Christian who loves God, simply put.
So don't get your panties in a twist if you don't love Him and you don't live this.
Some people I know say life is just a big game and we're losers
When I heard that, I laughed. Because we the minority were, in actuality, losers.
But what he said gave a spark to me in my head, and now I'm plugging it into something worthwhile.
Something worthwhile... It may waste your time, but with us being so abusive with it, its worth it.
Take a seat and watch a man like me be the rope in a game of tug of war.
I'm not a player, but that's how society teaches us to be.
I'm being ripped and torn, going toward sin much more as I look at porn.
I use it to satisfy my urges, but through my body they want lustful surges
I love how I'm living, but sometimes I just want to end it all.
I feel so dirty, yet clean. I'm in the bathtub of life.
That sounded so much better in my head.
Like it sounding so easy to avoid sin, but then I forget it's a top player in the game.
I have two choices out of one dilemma. Both require pain.
One is the pain of change and the other is of staying the same.
One of them leads to freedom while the other keeps me in chains.
I want make the change that makes my life better and cleaner.
Who wins? I think it's my Savior.
So don't get your panties in a twist if you don't love Him and you don't live this.
Some people I know say life is just a big game and we're losers
When I heard that, I laughed. Because we the minority were, in actuality, losers.
But what he said gave a spark to me in my head, and now I'm plugging it into something worthwhile.
Something worthwhile... It may waste your time, but with us being so abusive with it, its worth it.
Take a seat and watch a man like me be the rope in a game of tug of war.
I'm not a player, but that's how society teaches us to be.
I'm being ripped and torn, going toward sin much more as I look at porn.
I use it to satisfy my urges, but through my body they want lustful surges
I love how I'm living, but sometimes I just want to end it all.
I feel so dirty, yet clean. I'm in the bathtub of life.
That sounded so much better in my head.
Like it sounding so easy to avoid sin, but then I forget it's a top player in the game.
I have two choices out of one dilemma. Both require pain.
One is the pain of change and the other is of staying the same.
One of them leads to freedom while the other keeps me in chains.
I want make the change that makes my life better and cleaner.
Who wins? I think it's my Savior.