My problem

[Thekiid031]

So this is kinda long but please read and give advice ..

I'm a 14 year old boy. I've been in two real serious relationships with girls . I like girls and I've some things (sexual) with girls too. I've enjoyed every single thing I've done with another girl. I also like girls' personality and I've 'fallen in love ' with a girl before . I like a girls hair, face, body, personality an I just live girls girls girls ! Lmao

But, I've been watching a lot of gay porn lately . I've even been fantasizing about some boy in my school! I find a boys hair, face, ass, abs, and dick very attractive. I've never fallen In Love with a boy. I don't think I ever could... I don't find. A boys personality is not really atactice to me at al. But when I see boy in that sexual light, it turns me on a lot!

Soo now here's the problem. I could understand how my
Actions and thoughts could make me gay, or bi. But I don't want to be gay or bi ! I'd rather 'live in denial' then live with the fact that I'm going against my religion, family, friends, and everything I believe in. Don't tell me to acceptth fact or what've cause regardless, I will never accept homosexuality . I was thinking if I stopped watching gay porn, maybe I'll start to think a bit differently. It's not like girls don't turn me on... They do ! But guys might turn me on a lil bit more. I just don't know, I hate thinking about this. Oh and I will never have anal with a guy, the most I would do as of now is jerk off and/or blowjobs with a guy. Soo.. What am I ? And more importantly, what can I do to stop myself from possibly becoming gay ?

Btw, no offense to gay people. Im not homophobic but I don't want to be gay ! Oh and theres porbably alot of errors and stuff cause i wrote this on my my ipod Thanks .

[cpkid09]

ok so basically from this i am thinking you are bi-curious. now this isnt bisexual where u r emotionally and sexually attracted to both sexes. it is sort of like people who are straight but wanna do stuff with the same sex. also ik where you are coming from with the whole not wanting to be gay thing. i grew up in a really religious family and im bisexual. I want a family with a woman and have my own kid that came from me haha.

[Danny Phantom]

So this is kinda long but please read and give advice ..

I'm a 14 year old boy. I've been in two real serious relationships with girls . I like girls and I've some things (sexual) with girls too. I've enjoyed every single thing I've done with another girl. I also like girls' personality and I've 'fallen in love ' with a girl before . I like a girls hair, face, body, personality an I just live girls girls girls ! Lmao

But, I've been watching a lot of gay porn lately . I've even been fantasizing about some boy in my school! I find a boys hair, face, ass, abs, and dick very attractive. I've never fallen In Love with a boy. I don't think I ever could... I don't find. A boys personality is not really atactice to me at al. But when I see boy in that sexual light, it turns me on a lot!

Soo now here's the problem. I could understand how my
Actions and thoughts could make me gay, or bi. But I don't want to be gay or bi ! I'd rather 'live in denial' then live with the fact that I'm going against my religion, family, friends, and everything I believe in. Don't tell me to acceptth fact or what've cause regardless, I will never accept homosexuality . I was thinking if I stopped watching gay porn, maybe I'll start to think a bit differently. It's not like girls don't turn me on... They do ! But guys might turn me on a lil bit more. I just don't know, I hate thinking about this. Oh and I will never have anal with a guy, the most I would do as of now is jerk off and/or blowjobs with a guy. Soo.. What am I ? And more importantly, what can I do to stop myself from possibly becoming gay ?

Btw, no offense to gay people. Im not homophobic but I don't want to be gay ! Oh and theres porbably alot of errors and stuff cause i wrote this on my my ipod Thanks .

You aren't gay. I think you're just curious (mostly because you said you are only attracted to guys sexually and not emotionally). As teens, our hormones are crazy and the littlest things turn us on. It is no big deal really.

[Foamy]

It's the hormones man. You said it yourself, you've been with girls already and you can't even see yourself with a guy. Gay porn is just porn. It has little to do with your sexuality, if anything at all.

[HockeyLovesMe]

So this is kinda long but please read and give advice ..

I'm a 14 year old boy. I've been in two real serious relationships with girls . I like girls and I've some things (sexual) with girls too. I've enjoyed every single thing I've done with another girl. I also like girls' personality and I've 'fallen in love ' with a girl before . I like a girls hair, face, body, personality an I just live girls girls girls ! Lmao

But, I've been watching a lot of gay porn lately . I've even been fantasizing about some boy in my school! I find a boys hair, face, ass, abs, and dick very attractive. I've never fallen In Love with a boy. I don't think I ever could... I don't find. A boys personality is not really atactice to me at al. But when I see boy in that sexual light, it turns me on a lot!

Soo now here's the problem. I could understand how my
Actions and thoughts could make me gay, or bi. But I don't want to be gay or bi ! I'd rather 'live in denial' then live with the fact that I'm going against my religion, family, friends, and everything I believe in. Don't tell me to acceptth fact or what've cause regardless, I will never accept homosexuality . I was thinking if I stopped watching gay porn, maybe I'll start to think a bit differently. It's not like girls don't turn me on... They do ! But guys might turn me on a lil bit more. I just don't know, I hate thinking about this. Oh and I will never have anal with a guy, the most I would do as of now is jerk off and/or blowjobs with a guy. Soo.. What am I ? And more importantly, what can I do to stop myself from possibly becoming gay ?

Btw, no offense to gay people. Im not homophobic but I don't want to be gay ! Oh and theres porbably alot of errors and stuff cause i wrote this on my my ipod Thanks .

dude theres nothin wrong wth bein bi or bi curious i no alot of my friends in my class that will wach guys and in porn or u can see there eyes in the change room and see what they are looking at i thnk its jst like comparing and stuff but most get horny about anything thats sex stuff..

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ur normal btw

[Hermes96]

your just going through a load of changes right now so don't feel like you have to be gay bi or strait just wait a bit in till you deside what you are.

[lukene]

So this is kinda long but please read and give advice ..

I'm a 14 year old boy. I've been in two real serious relationships with girls . I like girls and I've some things (sexual) with girls too. I've enjoyed every single thing I've done with another girl. I also like girls' personality and I've 'fallen in love ' with a girl before . I like a girls hair, face, body, personality an I just live girls girls girls ! Lmao

But, I've been watching a lot of gay porn lately . I've even been fantasizing about some boy in my school! I find a boys hair, face, ass, abs, and dick very attractive. I've never fallen In Love with a boy. I don't think I ever could... I don't find. A boys personality is not really atactice to me at al. But when I see boy in that sexual light, it turns me on a lot!

Soo now here's the problem. I could understand how my
Actions and thoughts could make me gay, or bi. But I don't want to be gay or bi ! I'd rather 'live in denial' then live with the fact that I'm going against my religion, family, friends, and everything I believe in. Don't tell me to acceptth fact or what've cause regardless, I will never accept homosexuality . I was thinking if I stopped watching gay porn, maybe I'll start to think a bit differently. It's not like girls don't turn me on... They do ! But guys might turn me on a lil bit more. I just don't know, I hate thinking about this. Oh and I will never have anal with a guy, the most I would do as of now is jerk off and/or blowjobs with a guy. Soo.. What am I ? And more importantly, what can I do to stop myself from possibly becoming gay ?

Btw, no offense to gay people. Im not homophobic but I don't want to be gay ! Oh and theres porbably alot of errors and stuff cause i wrote this on my my ipod Thanks .

Well my friend you are going to have to start accepting homosexuality because no matter what you tell yourself or others tell you it is almost impossible for you to ever stop liking guys.

[justin 13]

Dude u r not gay. Dont sweat 2 much.

[johnsmith1]

It's just curiosity. It's easy to be turned on by a lot of sexual things during puberty without any real control. I'd say a lot of boys (myself included) want to try stuff just to see what it's like. Unless you start visualising yourself with boys isntead of or as well as girls, don't worry. Even if you do, don't worry on that either.

[Twilly F. Sniper]

Bicuriousity. Often happens in puberty.

[NeuroTiger]

So this is kinda long but please read and give advice ..

I'm a 14 year old boy. I've been in two real serious relationships with girls . I like girls and I've some things (sexual) with girls too. I've enjoyed every single thing I've done with another girl. I also like girls' personality and I've 'fallen in love ' with a girl before . I like a girls hair, face, body, personality an I just live girls girls girls ! Lmao

But, I've been watching a lot of gay porn lately . I've even been fantasizing about some boy in my school! I find a boys hair, face, ass, abs, and dick very attractive. I've never fallen In Love with a boy. I don't think I ever could... I don't find. A boys personality is not really atactice to me at al. But when I see boy in that sexual light, it turns me on a lot!

Soo now here's the problem. I could understand how my
Actions and thoughts could make me gay, or bi. But I don't want to be gay or bi ! I'd rather 'live in denial' then live with the fact that I'm going against my religion, family, friends, and everything I believe in. Don't tell me to acceptth fact or what've cause regardless, I will never accept homosexuality . I was thinking if I stopped watching gay porn, maybe I'll start to think a bit differently. It's not like girls don't turn me on... They do ! But guys might turn me on a lil bit more. I just don't know, I hate thinking about this. Oh and I will never have anal with a guy, the most I would do as of now is jerk off and/or blowjobs with a guy. Soo.. What am I ? And more importantly, what can I do to stop myself from possibly becoming gay ?

Btw, no offense to gay people. Im not homophobic but I don't want to be gay ! Oh and theres porbably alot of errors and stuff cause i wrote this on my my ipod Thanks .

You are surely not the only one having such problems. It's due to our hormones. You are surely not gay.

[Trace]

Curiosity. Bi-curious at the most.