What to do?

[Captain Who]

I am just going to go over this briefly. I cut, and have suicide thoughts becasue sometimes I think life is pointless, then I am in an online relationship and that is the only good thing about my life at the moment. I am failing in school, I get picked on for being weird and being smart, so I try to be less smart and more boring and thats why I am failing. Then comes home, my parents are gradually falling apart and I am the only one seeing this, they argue every single time I see them, and I am moving soon which is maic becasue I might become homeless becasue my dad cannot find a job so we wont have a house and then there is the fact that I fear all of the homelessness and the extra bullying I will recieve for it. I do have friends but they do not really care for me at all, I am just there so they can make me carry things and do stuff for them. So I should either just end it or what ?? I do not know who to talk to because I do not want to worry the person I am with -.-

[Gustave_the_Croc]

I've been depressed because someone in my life had these thoughts, she hurt herself, it was bad. All she needed was for some one to tell her they love her, so I did. Not "I'm here for you" or "It's ok". "I LOVE YOU" is what worked. Today sometimes something might push her to the edge, but i'm always there to make sure I keep her from falling. Maybe you need the same. Some one who really does care about you and your life.

[Captain Who]

I would like it very much if the person I am going out with said that to me, but I dont think she ever would -.-

I just need to talk to someone who wont fly off the handle and tell me: DONT DO and shiz like that =-=