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chemical_horizon
May 16th, 2013, 04:00 AM
I actually did it, a year ago today I used my razor for the last time. This is a post for all those who have recovered and want to send in their story and share the hope to others who have not yet recovered, that it can and will get better.
I get urges every now and again, but i cope by curling myself into a ball and controlling my breathing, shutting myself down temporarily so that when i feel i can come out from my cocoon, i feel safe within myself. :)
What's your story? or how do you want to get better?
This is a post for all thoughts and words, rants and wishes, hopes and dreams :wub:

JustAFool
May 16th, 2013, 11:30 AM
Woow! this is very impressive! I'm very,very,very happy for you!! YAYZZZZ! hehe

I wish I was half as strong as you are.

germangirl
May 16th, 2013, 12:05 PM
I can't remember the exact day I started but I do remember the first time I really wanted to recover! It was the 26. April 2012 - that day my teacher talked to my parents about my problem (I commited to him months ago). It was just terrible, my mother cried, my father didn't talk to me for a few days and I felt very bad for hurting and disappointing them but now - nearly a year after that I recoverd. I'm still in therapy but I can control the urge to cut now and I'm kind of happy with my life :) When I think back it was a really big mistake to start cutting but now it has been part of my life like the scars are part of me today. I accepted all that and I'm sure everyone else will someday!!

King_of_Hearts
May 23rd, 2013, 06:07 PM
I wish I could do that... today is the day that I promised I wouldn't even put myself through pain... I promised a few months ago not to cut and I have had really bad urges... but I remember the promise and it keeps me strong...

candabear17
May 23rd, 2013, 06:19 PM
I'll have 3 months on the 2nd :)