people are so rude sometimes

[crepesuzette]

well this was on my mind earlier so I'm just going to express my innermost thoughts about how my high school is. First off, people are not very welcoming, especially the people in my grade level. They're a bunch of people who don't want to hang out with me and I have no plans on becoming friends with them on account of what they said to me. But I so wished that I had been friends with them a long time ago. It's just that they're not my type, and I often wonder why the heck i even want to befriend them. that's so stupid of me. Wouldn't I want to be true to myself? I tried joining one of their social groups when I first got to this school because I was new, but some of the members drove me out. Most of them were girls and they got all weirded out when I was around. I was so mad at them because they did not show me the slightest hint of respect. Now they're a little bit more open, but I so wished that they had been nicer. For my first two years, I was constantly trying to make friends but had no luck. Now the school year is coming to an end, and senior year is approaching very soon, and before I know it, I'll be graduating. So what can I do to keep things going? What can I do next year? I hope that I don't end up in the same class as them because they're not the ones that I would want to be with. I do, however, would want to be around those who are willing to show me respect.

[Stronger]

I feel for you, I've been in that situation, but once you find out about whos in your classes, and its with people you don't like, speak to a guidance councilor, its not a guarantee, but they could switch your classes around. Another to remember once you go to college, the chances of seeming them is greatly reduced, and you will be with much more people, discovering may not be easy, but you may find that group of people that will respect you, for you and nothing else.

[crepesuzette]

at times I feel like they don't really care about how I feel and everything. I was hoping that I would get some sympathy in return, but all they do is just shrug. Wait until they're in my shoes and they have to go through the same thing?