I should just do it...

[Axw_JD]

I have nothing to live for... my parents hate me (or will. The day they find out I'm gay), my "best friend" is sick and tired of me and is constantly annoyed by my existence, and I have nobody else that would care... My grades last year were horrible, worse than ever before, my social life doesn't exist no matter how hard I try (and being shy and introverted is really hard for me to even try and I have tried really hard), what good am I doing by staying alive? none... nobody would miss me the same way nobody ever does... if I didn't try to contact people, they would forget I even exist... there is no point...

Nobody wants me, I'm useless and worthless... I should just disappear, do everyone a favor...

[Horatio Nelson]

That wouldn't fix anything, only leave sorrow and hurt in your wake. Please please think about this long and hard. I beg of you not to hurt yourself, from one human being to another.

[WickedWeekend]

Don't. Your parents don't hate you. And even if you tell them of your sexuality, they won't think any less of you. They might not get it at first, but trust me, they dont hate you. Now, I don't exactly know of the situation with your friend, but it will get better. No doubt. And if the friendship breaks, you can always get a new friend. So many people in this world. So much to see. Why end it all? What good are you doing by ending it? I know there are a bunch of people who wouldn't know what the fuck to do with themselves if you were gone. Dude, you got a future to think about. Why end it here? That's the quitter's way out. And hell if I know, I wouldn't want to be called a quitter. You have so much to live for, man. I wish you the best, dude. :)

[Axw_JD]

Don't. Your parents don't hate you. And even if you tell them of your sexuality, they won't think any less of you. They might not get it at first, but trust me, they dont hate you. Now, I don't exactly know of the situation with your friend, but it will get better. No doubt. And if the friendship breaks, you can always get a new friend. So many people in this world. So much to see. Why end it all? What good are you doing by ending it? I know there are a bunch of people who wouldn't know what the fuck to do with themselves if you were gone. Dude, you got a future to think about. Why end it here? That's the quitter's way out. And hell if I know, I wouldn't want to be called a quitter. You have so much to live for, man. I wish you the best, dude. :)

They will. They have made crystal clear how repulsive and wrong it is homosexuality for them, there is absolutely no hope there.

My friend? I highly doubt it will get better... he has a bunch of other friends, friends that he actually loves and cares about... I'm just an annoyance for him. And he is the only close friend I have ever had, I can't just go and make a new friend... is just too hard and probably impossible...

I already started college, I know what I wanna be but looking at my grades, my dream is probably not coming true anyways, so why stick around? So that I can be bullied some more? So that I can be just a tool for everyone to use? To keep failing miserably at everything I try?

[chrisawesome]

Killing yourself is not an answer, if you think that your parents feel that way, then just proove them wrong in the future. Your parents have got to care for you, reading about you thinking that "you would just do the world a favor" is increadably sad! I dont even know you and honestly, that makes me want to cry. Imagine how that would make your parents feel. Leaving them in that way is not going to make them feel good.

[PinkFloyd]

Suicide is never the answer. This may not mean much to you, but you are a good contributer to this site. I can't imagine what you could do for this world. Please don't do it. The best thing you can be is you. If those close to you can't accept that, it's on them, not you by any means. Again, please don't...

[nicknack100]

Suicide is the permanent solution to a temporary problem, remember that.
I've been in your shoes, I attempted 3 times, the 2nd time I was seconds away from dying when the rope snapped.
You have so much to live for, I know that people on a forum won't mean that much to you but trust me, you have a future no matter how dark your present is.

[Axw_JD]

Suicide is never the answer. This may not mean much to you, but you are a good contributer to this site. I can't imagine what you could do for this world. Please don't do it. The best thing you can be is you. If those close to you can't accept that, it's on them, not you by any means. Again, please don't...

Well being me is the only thing I can be, and if the few people I have ever been remotely close to hate it, there is nothing I can do, nothing left for me...

Suicide is the permanent solution to a temporary problem, remember that.
I've been in your shoes, I attempted 3 times, the 2nd time I was seconds away from dying when the rope snapped.
You have so much to live for, I know that people on a forum won't mean that much to you but trust me, you have a future no matter how dark your present is.

its been my entire life, thats certainly something more than just temporary. I don't have anything to live for, every single time it feels like ther is a tiny little thing, life takes it away and shows me again that happiness is not within my reach...

[RedwoodCurtain]

I have nothing to live for... my parents hate me (or will. The day they find out I'm gay), my "best friend" is sick and tired of me and is constantly annoyed by my existence, and I have nobody else that would care... My grades last year were horrible, worse than ever before, my social life doesn't exist no matter how hard I try (and being shy and introverted is really hard for me to even try and I have tried really hard), what good am I doing by staying alive? none... nobody would miss me the same way nobody ever does... if I didn't try to contact people, they would forget I even exist... there is no point...

Nobody wants me, I'm useless and worthless... I should just disappear, do everyone a favor...

The sad thing is with suicide, is that you have no idea how many people really care and love you, until you're gone. Just know that even if i'm a complete stranger, I love you. Things may seem so hard and horrible and hopeless, but it wont be like this forever. Your friend doesn't sound like much of a friend to me. There are a lot of clubs, groups etc. Where you can go and talk to people who are in the same situation as you, who are going through the same things.
There is nothing wrong with being gay, that's who you are. And you need to love yourself.
Please, if you feel like killing yourself, get help. Death is a permanent solution for a temporary situation. Don't become another statistic. As cliché as it might seem, things do and will get better. You will be okay. You can get through this. There is so much love for you out there, you're just looking in the wrong places.

[PinkFloyd]

My suggestion is to move to a place where sexual diversity is a good thing. I mean if you live in like Spokane where people don't know much about sexuality versus like Los angeles or San Fran, where it's all good when it comes to sexuality. Again, man... You have your entire life ahead of you.[/QUOTE]

[LunarScorpio]

Sorry, I have had to see this for real. Even someone you do not know, trying to stop them from leaving is crutial.

So may god bless you, and guide you away from these thoughts. In the name of the father, the son and the holy ghost, amen