I really want to throw up

[XxfakexX]

My parents have been picking up on the fact I'm not eating as much as them, and today they've stood over me every meal and made me eat so much. I feel so disgusting and sick and guilty. I can feel myself getting fatter and i really want to throw up, i hurts that much. I can feel it coming up my throat. But at the same time i need to cut and i don't want to do both because I'm meant to be getting better. I don't know what to do. I'm just sat here sticking my fingers down my throat again and i'm stuck.

[jayyy-lmao]

You know that you shouldn't do either.
And I do know that's easier said than done.
Try and find a distraction, something else to do. Play music, draw, write, do anything you love and express your feelings in that. I hope you do feel better soon. :)

[XxfakexX]

Thankyou for the reply, it helped alot :) I'm trying. I went down stairs to talk to my mum but she turned the discussion to food so now I feel guilty again. She doesn't what she's saying and now I feel shit because she pointed out what junk i've eaten. I just want it out now.

[jayyy-lmao]

Tell your mum to stop. Tell her it's bugging you to hear her say that.

[Jamesison]

Tell her to stop. I would not do that its not good for you.

[madhatter16]

thats bogus... i hope you figure something out :) that is reaalllyyy mean though :( good luck