I've been really depressed lately.

[brisk]

I'm writing this because I'm staying home from school to escape torment. Again. I cannot stand the torture my "friends" and teachers put me through. They will find any reason imaginable to poke fun at me. Each day at school they will make fun of anything—my weight (5'9" and barely over 100 lbs), my acne, my last name (the way it is pronounced), my social life, my hair. It goes on and on. I feel worthless. I've been staying home to avoid it, and my grades and citizenship are slipping. I stayed at home this morning because I started crying thinking about what they would say. I feel hopeless and worthless. I've gone from having a 4.0 GPA and CPA in honors and AP classes to having around a 2 CPA and B's and C's. I feel abandoned and have no idea what to do. I've been contemplating suicide recently because there's no way out.

[Fanta_Lover44]

Hey man, i've been depressed lately and there is always another way out then suicide, because you said teachers pick on you and friends you can either go see someone to try and sort this bullying out... Alternatively if i was you perhaps move schools?

[Columbus]

I also go through the same situation you are going through now with the remarks from your "friends". I know how it feels and it does suck. And suicide is never the answer no matter how bleak life might be right now to you. I lost a friend to suicide and it changes the lives of everyone he knew, and ive never been the same recently. I know its hard to do but try to ignore what they say, they probably think there better than you but there not. Or maybe try to find a hobby to do like drawing or writing to help ignore the worrying thoughts of the bad things they say to you, by putting your emotions out by pen and paper is what works for me. Hope things work out for you.

[jayyy-lmao]

If you have any teachers that don't give you shit, talk to them. Try to move schools, although it's quiet a drastic measure. Try to ignore them best you can, hold out until you can fix it. Hope it gets better :)

[nicknack100]

You're pretty much how I used to be.
I went from straight excellences in school to barely achieves and mostly not achieved last year, I still passed but only just.
No matter what they say, you'll always be who you are.

[Borxar]

I understand as well man. I used to have my friends (after they turned against me) pick on me for any stupid reason they could, even on small things that didnt matter at all they would make it seem such a big deal. My grade slipped because I was constantly feeling hurt, at least until I concentrated and brought them back up the next term. I know its hard but you can look for good friends, even if they are in another grade and you have to know that your physical appearance is fine and theres nothing wrong with it at all. You have to know that you are loved and supported cause that is also true and although it hurts, these things will pass and hurting yourself is not the answer because you will miss out on the wonderful things ahead after this torment has passed. There may be solutions with your schooling too if you are able to go somewhere else or find something better, so dont give up man, I got your back :)