Suicide seems the way to go!

[Haydenn3]

Right now i really just want to go downstairs take them pills and just fade out and never wake up but then i think about it and i have a little voice telling me not to because i know unless i told my mum that i OD i would not get found out until its to late i have always said i wouldn't like to hang myself but even that sounds VERY appealing to me however i just want to scream run run as far as i can live my life but as you can probably tell this is not bery logical right now as i have £40 to my name i could probably get £100 at the most so i cant run away :( Anyway lets tell you why i feel this way in short my friend is very suicidal and has attempted over 3 times i have been there keeping her on this ride there is my mum she is over 40 and pregnant so its likely she will lose the baby and this this will probably result in her going back down hill like before (she OD once before) i feel it would be my fault for the shit i have done im failing school i dont now how i have let it slip away i should be getting C's but now im getting F's-D's i have exams in under 13 days and i cant revise it just doesnt go in everything i have learned has gone nothing emptiness i cant keep focused on task so im going to fail school then i will never be able to earn enough money to live my life the way i wanted to i probably will never get married no children the things i really want love ahaa not going to happen really is it i think my main problem is stress im so stressed let alone exams and failing and just arghhh right now i want to just get my things walk to the forest and just contemplate life with a rope or some pills i just need you guys to help me please but im not worth the help soo :(

[Rayquaza]

Is that the only reason you feel this way? Because of education? You need to come to terms that there will be things you aren't good at, and that you won't be the perfect boy that you once aspired to be, that education is hard but you can overcome it. When I got my own GCSEs, I was in shock and disappointment. My grades weren't very good. So what did I do? I took it and I worked harder than ever. Now look, my exams are in 3 days and I'm scared but I feel comfortable with the foundation I've set. You need to do the same. I know it sounds cliche but revise, revise revise. This website can be a distraction, a good idea might be to request a freeze or stay away from it. During my GCSEs I was a bit hooked to this site as well, because it's addicting. Only use the site for help rather than socialising, because it's like Facebook, it can interfere with studies. Deactivate or steer away from Facebook and Twitter too. Your next 13 days are going to be hell but you will succeed and your life will be on track. Ending your life means so much work you've done gone to waste. So much intelligence, your parents work on looking after you, and your friends.

You've realised your problem lies in your education. Find help from friends, revise together and go out to libraries, change your working environment. it will get better. Trust me.